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| Giving Up On Finding "New"; October 22nd, 2009 | |
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| Topic Started: Oct 22 2009, 08:21 PM (22 Views) | |
| CaLeB- | Oct 22 2009, 08:21 PM Post #1 |
White Boy
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Two months into the sophomore year, and all I can really say is that this school year isn't that bad. It's not terrible or anything, but it certainly wasn't as good as last year. Four/five people have moved over the summer that were in our honors classes. (Most of them we really appreciated being around.) This year, we only got one new kid, but only in one class of ours. Nothing much has changed positively, maybe besides new classes. Oddly enough, though this school year seems lame, it's going by quickly. Hell, I'm already two months into my sophomore year. What the hell have I been doing? Not much. That's probably why time has been flying by lately. I've read weeks back about your mind adapting to your daily hobbies and does not bother to remember those daily moments, since you do it every day. Instead, it simply remembers the things that were out of the ordinary. It's common sense when you think about it, and it explains why time has been going to fast. When there's no memories to look back on, it seems like the last important memory was yesterday, which was weeks back. It's like thinking about what you did yesterday, except yesterday is simply weeks back. Since I do the same thing every school day, I gather no long-term memory from these occasions. Moments out of the ordinary are hard to come by when everything that is fun requires a car ride and twenty minutes. So what can I do? I can't do anything. Everything's been done before. All I've been seeing these past few years are activities that I am now unable to do, such as:
At this point, there isn't anything I could do. I'm starting to give up here on finding any new hobbies or interests. The only thing that pops up as new in my life mostly occurs on my computer. New posts on forums, news articles, new video games. new comics... If I ever go outside anytime, it's either because I have to go to school or because I want to lay out in the sun in my backyard. I'm going to wind up like Kyle, and probably pale as him too. He probably gave up years earlier before me on finding something new. Now all he does is play WoW or CoD4 on the 360. Anything he does occurs inside. I'm lying on that same path. Not that I don't like Kyle sitting in his room all day, but we could both be better off. Also, I've lost motivation to continue working out. It's just not a necessity for me right now to be working my ass off just for some muscle that won't come into use anytime soon. I don't play any school sports nor do boxing. Somewhere along the line, I would stop working out and lose all that strength I worked hard for, just like last year. All I can expect now is me becoming a zombie from repeating my daily schedule. Looks like I'm falling victim to Waggaman's boredom, because I pretty much gave up at anything new at this point. Depressing thread, but it's what's been happening. |
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| Arnieboy | Oct 23 2009, 07:50 AM Post #2 |
Gibdo
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How many school years do you have left ahead of you now? And i know what you mean, there's either nothing to do outside or anything you can possibly think of doing costs money. |
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