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| Music Blurb and Insecurity; March 30th, 2009 | |
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| Topic Started: Mar 30 2009, 09:24 PM (28 Views) | |
| CaLeB- | Mar 30 2009, 09:24 PM Post #1 |
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So I was riding to school this morning on the bus, trying to listen to some DJ Magix. For some reason, it didn't really set the mood for me. Usually, when I listen to some sort of techno/trance music, it makes me feel pretty good. So I started to realize that the only time I listen to techno and all that is during nighttime, as far as I can remember. It probably sets the mood during nighttime hours because I'm into astronomy... and have a favor for stars and planets. Besides, it's peaceful during nighttime, and trance even makes it more settled. Gives me a crazy imagination, too. Like... flying into space and crap like that. Hell, everyone has something they imagined and thought along the lines of, "I should dream that one day." I don't know if it's just me, but outer space + trance is one hell of a combo. Awesome fantasies and crap like that. I don't like that word: fantasy. Sounds way too feminine. But it's probably the one word to describe something along those lines. We all have some happy thought we think up that relates to our interests and would like to experience, but will never happen. Nothing wrong with imagining though; whatever makes you happy. Sometimes that's had to admit though, being completely secure about what makes you happy. Like, you might be into lucid dreaming, for example. How you can take over your dreams and do anything. But if you go tell that to a typical friend of yours. They're gonna think you're weird. I've been pretty insecure for the last few years, I got to admit that. Hell, I'm afraid to turn up my Zune headphones over 10 while I'm on the bus, if I'm listening to DJ Magix. Cause you know how a lot of DJs put some sort of girl singing in the background of some of their songs? I'm so paranoid and insecure about it for some reason, I keep it low because I think someone might hear my headphones playing it, even though it's not even close to being loud enough for them. I forgot what it's like to be secure. Must be awesome to not give that much of a damn of what someone might think of you. I can't even tell anymore, when I'm combing my hair and fixing up my clothes, if I'm doing it because I like how I look or because it'll look normal to others. It's a shame. I let society get to me. I let them get me depressed in the past and made me insecure. I wish one of these days that I will have a strong character and not give a damn how I look to others or what they do without me. Take them as a joke. Know what I'm saying? That'll be the day. But anyway, onto music. During the day, I like hearing music that makes me feel cool. For example: the artist 3OH!3's 2008 album "Want". They have some awesome songs like "Chokechain", "I'm Not Your Boyfriend Baby", and "Holler Til You Pass Out" that are mixed with electronica and some sort of crunk. Basically anything that isn't too relaxing like trance. But when nighttime comes around, there's nothing like some relaxing trance with a settling starry, night sky. Keeps me in one hell of a great, tranquilized mood. |
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