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| CaLeB- | Jun 13 2009, 03:58 AM |
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Oh hey, it's been four days already. Yeah, it only feels like it's been about two. That's bad, generally. Even worse, I don't recall anything I've done for the past four days. Really, I don't know what I've done. I know I was probably sitting at home on my computer all day, but that's all I can figure out. I also remember that one of those days, I went to Kyle's and found out that they're going to Orlando for their summer vacation. I think they left by now. Yeah. So basically my summer's boring, and now I'm going to be without my best friends/neighbors for ten days. David, who now USED to live across the street from me, has also now moved to another part of Waggaman near the entrance of the town itself a few weeks back...not like I stop by his house anyway, but it's just another friend someone else that makes me feel more alone. I've been going to bed at random times, day or night. Bad thing is, my mind is treating each sleep like a nap. I feel like my only dream or two are short every time (as if I'm napping), and I only sleep 3-6 hours. Boy, talk about transient insomnia from my crapped-out sleeping habits. I'm not really worried about it, though. It's only temporarily, cause it's summer, where I usually just live crappy. And since it's summer, when anything could entertain me, I've been trying to get the motivation to mess with my dreams again. Got to visit an old habit sometime... So I've been watching a LOT of House M.D. over the Internet this past 24 hours. Finally finished up season 5. I love the show, but I never bother trying to catch it on TV, mainly cause I barely watch TV...even if I have a big one sitting in my room right now. My room needs to feel more like a room, which means I should make myself feel at home in my room...instead of sitting on the computer the whole damn summer. Should watch some TV at least and possibly crack open one of the few books I have to read. So my sleep hygiene's poor. Thing is, I don't wanna give a damn. Don't want to give a damn about one thing during my summer, that way I can feel free as if it's an actual vacation. I wasn't bickering about my hygiene during any of my past summers, and now I'm sitting here worried about my sleeping habits. Pfffft. Been watching too much House. I don't know if I should go to sleep, because by now, any sleep I do is more like napping. Last time I was awake before this, I was awake for about 21 hours. Felt tired as hell, but when I went to bed around noon, I woke up around 3 as if I took a nap. Took another nap, and I woke up at 6. Almost 12 hours later, and here I am. Can't remember anything much before that, though. |
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