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| in_infrared | Nov 14 2007, 11:17 PM Post #76 |
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Snowball them! Elemental!
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I really really have tried to make the music part of my life. I would listen to one song for a long time, trying to find the meaning in it so i could love it and have some type of i dunno memory. I just can't connect to the music. I love him still, but i have been telling myself for a long time that i liked it. I do, but i'm not in love with it. Just, im into more variety of music than just one or two artists. A lot of music today is Superficial. It's only made for the money not to have meaning in peoples lives. there's only one or two artists that have any kind of meaning to me. Sadly, D is not really one of them. I will still like of course! ![]() Just i like hearing other things besides him and i like to know about other bands as well. Technically i'm on the edge here. I say nothing bad about D. If any fan thinks i am, then just i guess they are emotional. I have never called him any type of names or talked bad about him. thats how some of the 'fans' retaliate against the 'real fans'. I'm not retaliating in any way. I don't want to hurt other fans feelings just because i'm not a fan i thought i was and made myself believe i was. Sometimes i wish i could be closer to my favorite music artists, just i can't I tried like you guys don't know how. I just want to like him. It's sad that other BIG fans don't see that in other people. They just think they hate him and thats the end. It's not always like that. I don't mind reading about his day if there's a blog, i don't mind hearing about this one concert. But just to base my convos and everything i listen to around him, to me doesn't work. A lot you can connect with him. I did sort of Rely on SG,, but now they are even fading to just only liking them. Just other interests have cought my ears instead and moving on. I'm sorry if i think i made you guys believe i was realllly a fan, HAHA i told myself the same thing for a long time, and i finally faced it. I'm not. Of course i'll still talk about him I just want to know i have former friends who still have anything to do with me. Technically just liking him is enough for me
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| steph | Nov 15 2007, 11:09 AM Post #77 |
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I hear ya Geo, loud and clear. And we all know there is a problem with people being able to express their opinions sometimes on Darren's FC. BUT on the other hand, I've also experienced other official forums for bands where nobody has a good word to say about the band and it is all very nasty. Atmospheres like that are not fun either. And people are almost chastised and have the piss taken out of them if they actually LIKE the band. (Bright Eyes forums for example) SO I think what's really needed is a balance, where people don't feel like they're being censored but at the same time know they need to be respectful. ---------------------------------------- As for melissa, I wouldn't worry about it. I dont think you should try to push yourself to love the music the same way you used to if the passion is just not there. You don't need to fit in with other's ideal of what a 'fan' is. Just do your thing.
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| Geo~Toni | Nov 15 2007, 11:03 PM Post #78 |
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Omg... thats bad. And that seriously needs to be sorted. There's just joking and then there's being just damn right disrespectful. If someone doesnt like a member or the band then they should just leave the site and ask the moderating team to delete their account. Why people do this is beyond me... sad buggers! I'm totally with ya hun... there should be a balance. |
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| Nienna | Nov 22 2007, 01:40 AM Post #79 |
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It's My Life I'm Living, Not Yours.
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. . . . . Um...I don't know if I should even be putting this here..it's not really a confession, but it might turn into one heh heh. It's actually a questions for everybody... Am I um....Am I a bitch? Ignorant? Insensative? Uncaring or heartless? Unthoughtfull? Just kind of...um...wondering is all...
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| in_infrared | Nov 22 2007, 01:45 AM Post #80 |
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Now why would you think that? I like you nah your none of the above, and thank God! :hug: |
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| Nienna | Nov 22 2007, 01:49 AM Post #81 |
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Heh, thanks Mel :hug: Just something that just kindof happened...it's a long story, I won't bore you LoL |
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| in_infrared | Nov 22 2007, 01:59 AM Post #82 |
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Awww K. HEY i re-added you on MSN. I think you have to verify my pending request ![]() |
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| in_infrared | Nov 22 2007, 07:58 PM Post #83 |
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I really feel like just driving somewhere far away. maybe i can drive to Canada and back again. JUST Like i did in Xmas of 2005. I doubt it will help, i'm just very ticked off that this Xmas season had finally arrived. It's been 2 years since i started dreading this. My family gets to go on vacation without me. To a very nice cottage on a nice train with food service... I know it's still a month before Christmas, but im upset because i was not invited. Eh i'll get over it. |
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| Geo~Toni | Nov 22 2007, 10:13 PM Post #84 |
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Nienna you're none of the above... you're lovely! |
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| steph | Nov 24 2007, 08:10 PM Post #85 |
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*agrees* |
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| Nienna | Nov 29 2007, 06:47 PM Post #86 |
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Thanks guys *hugs**super hugs to melisa* That sucks that you can't go, but I hope you find something thats even better you can do
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| steph | Nov 29 2007, 07:37 PM Post #87 |
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Where will you spend christmas then? Will you be alone at christmas? That's awful! What will you do? Can't you spend it with other relatives? Nooooo I'm so sad now.
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| in_infrared | Nov 29 2007, 11:02 PM Post #88 |
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heh heh while my grandparents and imediate family will be in New York i'll be here in Washington St. with my mom. Just my mom and possibly my brother. That's it. THUS why im upset i can't be with my Mother, dad, sister, brother and grandparents. Don't get me wrong, i like my mom in all, just wish i had more going for me this christmas. I've been dreading this Christmas for 2 years now. Its gonna be a VERY relaxed Xmas without my family lol. Also no presies from my other members. Just my mom and possibly my oldest brother. |
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| in_infrared | Dec 9 2007, 06:20 PM Post #89 |
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I can't believe i just remembered this one. It's actually kind of sad, thought I'd share it though. . . When i was in the 10th grade, i was unmercifully teased by the girls that i was Lesbian. They would snicker as i walked by and look away when i was saying a speech in English class. While during my speech one day, of course to get points, you have to look around the classroom at most everybody or try to. These girls who were sitting upfront, i couldn't look their way for no reason. If i did they would laugh and hide their faces behind a book. It hurt me badly. Somehow though, i know they were being childish. :angry: After that i wondered if i was gay. After many years of thought. I'm not really. .....If i saw those girls again, i would probably kiss one of them and make then have a reason to suspect i was HA then they would have a reason to be scared of me and i could just make a kissy face every time they walked by. THAT would make them nervous as hell. I bet though they would say sorry if i saw them again, but thank God that was just high school. Kids. |
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| steph | Dec 15 2007, 02:37 PM Post #90 |
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That is so nasty. It was so sad when you said you actually wondered if you were a lesbian, just because of what those kids said. it was sad because as kids we take things so seriously and take things to heart and people can be so nasty without even realising the effect they have on someone. |
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I just want to know i have former friends who still have anything to do with me. Technically just liking him is enough for me




Thanks guys *hugs*
Where will you spend christmas then? Will you be alone at christmas? That's awful! What will you do? Can't you spend it with other relatives? Nooooo I'm so sad now.
