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YO peeps!; A place to tell whats on your mind
Topic Started: Feb 27 2007, 12:52 PM (12,627 Views)
Geo~Toni
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Nov 3 2007, 09:16 PM
IT WORKED! MY COMPUTER IS SAAAVED!!! :D:D:D:D:D

jivebunny :cheer:
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I have a paranoid best male mate and i think he's probably worse than my female mates.
Why is it always the men who are the drama queens (figura of speach) and us women and talk about it and deal with it?

And the say men are the suprime sex... PHA!!! They so arent!
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exams are the devil's favourite activity >666>
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Nov 4 2007, 03:46 AM
exams are the devil's favourite activity >666>

Oh wow, I just worked out what the pic in yr sig means! Lmao! That's a good one.

Aww hope your exams all go well.


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wow... its amazing what your mind blocks out from your memory about things. Like today while helping my mum with searching for her birth certificate i stumpled on a letter i wrote to my mum when i was 16. :o It was basically a pre suicide note.
I had completely forgotten how bad i was, well i hadnt, but seeing that letter and as soon as i opened it i was like Jeez. I was litrally on the edge of it, and i even stated in that letter that i'd had enough of my life and would willingly kill myself if it wasnt for her and my love for music.
Is weird as i had totally forgotten i wrote that and I'm glad that my mum kept it. Cus now i can say that there is something else i wanna live for, and not just because of my mum and music.
Because i actually want to.
Ok yeah i still feel like shit, and do half the time hate myself and the world and do still have serious issues to deal with BUT i do want to live.

Ok deep meaninful topic over! LoL. Just had to share that.
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Geo~Toni
Nov 6 2007, 01:52 AM
wow... its amazing what your mind blocks out from your memory about things. Like today while helping my mum with searching for her birth certificate i stumpled on a letter i wrote to my mum when i was 16. :o It was basically a pre suicide note.
I had completely forgotten how bad i was, well i hadnt, but seeing that letter and as soon as i opened it i was like Jeez. I was litrally on the edge of it, and i even stated in that letter that i'd had enough of my life and would willingly kill myself if it wasnt for her and my love for music.
Is weird as i had totally forgotten i wrote that and I'm glad that my mum kept it. Cus now i can say that there is something else i wanna live for, and not just because of my mum and music.
Because i actually want to.
Ok yeah i still feel like shit, and do half the time hate myself and the world and do still have serious issues to deal with BUT i do want to live.

Ok deep meaninful topic over! LoL. Just had to share that.

Its good you are feeling better than you did a few years ago. :)

Did your mum read the letter way back then? I do not know how my mum would react if i told her i was suicidal. I'm not sure I'd ever be able to tell her, I can't really talk to her about stuff like that.

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Nov 7 2007, 12:35 PM
Geo~Toni
Nov 6 2007, 01:52 AM
wow... its amazing what your mind blocks out from your memory about things. Like today while helping my mum with searching for her birth certificate i stumpled on a letter i wrote to my mum when i was 16.  :o It was basically a pre suicide note.
I had completely forgotten how bad i was, well i hadnt, but seeing that letter and as soon as i opened it i was like Jeez. I was litrally on the edge of it, and i even stated in that letter that i'd had enough of my life and would willingly kill myself if it wasnt for her and my love for music.
Is weird as i had totally forgotten i wrote that and I'm glad that my mum kept it. Cus now i can say that there is something else i wanna live for, and not just because of my mum and music.
Because i actually want to.
Ok yeah i still feel like shit, and do half the time hate myself and the world and do still have serious issues to deal with BUT i do want to live.

Ok deep meaninful topic over! LoL. Just had to share that.

Its good you are feeling better than you did a few years ago. :)

Did your mum read the letter way back then? I do not know how my mum would react if i told her i was suicidal. I'm not sure I'd ever be able to tell her, I can't really talk to her about stuff like that.

Yeah she did, cause i sealed it in an envelope (she even kept that!) and i know she opened it and read it. I cant remember how she reacted, but i think she knew pior to that that i was having those feelings. I think my head master told her to be honest with ya.

Great eh, the first person i told that i wanted to kill myself was my head master @ my secondary (high) school! :blink: LoL! I remember that! LoL!

Nah she's been great, i was extemly scared of how she's react, call me stupid etc etc cause like in tose moods thats how u feel. But nope, nothing. She's been great. You'd be suprised how people react when they find out about situations like that, some people run for their lives, the wangers! While others are very supportive.

Its always hard, but in the end things get worse before they get better. Something i'll be going through very soon with going back to counciling.
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OMG someone found a dead body in this park VERY near my work. I am FREAKING out! :o


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Nov 16 2007, 02:57 PM
OMG someone found a dead body in this park VERY near my work. I am FREAKING out! :o

OMG... Creepy... but then again, round my area we have gang gun fights and drug dealers and a few other strange people so honestly i wouldnt be suprised if a body ended up round my area.

Welcome to Coventry!!! :lol:

Sorry... Not helping i know, hopfully even though sad but i hope the person died of natural causes. And not something you'd find my way.
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Just received a PM on the FC from my good friend Janet and she let me know that she was able to get something SIGNED FOR ME in Chicago today! YAY!!!!

AHEM.

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good fo ya, hun. i was not so lucky. friend of mine who was on Soho to take goodies can't take something for me.
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Nov 16 2007, 05:34 PM
good fo ya, hun. i was not so lucky. friend of mine who was on Soho to take goodies can't take something for me.

Awwww... *hugs*

I'm just so happy right now.. Eeeee!

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thank you. i'm ok with that, really. they have inly memberst bag and i don't need this. all i want is pink t-shirt with crane on that *rolled her eyes*
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Nov 16 2007, 11:27 PM
Just received a PM on the FC from my good friend Janet and she let me know that she was able to get something SIGNED FOR ME in Chicago today! YAY!!!!

AHEM.

xM

That's fab hunny! That's so cool! :D
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