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Can't cope with life anymore.
Topic Started: 10th March 2006 - 11:37 AM (883 Views)
leperous festerheart
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Hi , i havnt exactly been the most active user on this site , but i must regret im leaving.
life is just too s*!t at the moment , and i need to escape from all this. my doc has diagnosed me with manic depression , ive started to self-harm , ive left my therapist and all my friends have left me and i just cant cope anymore.

i need to get out of here , so bye all , it was great while it lasted , bye.

Leperous Festerheart .

Ps- sorry if this doesnt belong here , didnt know where else it would go.
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Hey Leperous, you're not leaving this site. You may be voluntarily taking a break from it for a while, but it will always be here for you when you want to return, as will everyone on it.

Good luck with sorting your life out. If you are self harming then I can only beg you to reconsider quitting your therapist, but that's just my opinion.

Hope to see you back here someday.
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um yes leave your body alone and go back to the therapist i think would be good also. you know where to find us on your return. hope it all gets better.


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Bassik Dwarveripper
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Goodbye, untill we meet again.
And btw, I have a mild form of manic depression, I know how much it sucks.
Even tough I hadn't had any phase for a long time.
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try painting/putting together a few warhammer units thats my good stress release

except always the glue getting all over your hands
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*ahem*

good luck sorting yourself out, i gave up doing that awhile ago... i welcome insantiy as a friend.
tho i think someone spiked my skavenade im not seeing things anymore :wacko:
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i hope you can engender some respect for yourself, and everything will follow from that
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Sorry to hear you're going through all that. You're not alone, if that helps any.

Saying 'just don't do it,' to self harm is kinda tricky, because it's a coping mechanism. So instead I'll say stop as soon as you can and definitely try another therapist; just having someone to talk to can be invaluable even if you don't think it's working at all.

You can always get new friends. That sounds flippant, but it's true. Sometimes people can't handle having a friend with depression or go beserk about the self harm thing, because they can't hnadle it's happening to someone they care about; they're or they're ignorant pigdogs. Sometimes people just drift apart. Some people ... just kinda, suck, really, and you don't notice until you've invested rather a lot in the friendship. It's crap, but it's not your fault. There are some pretty decent people on this site, for a start, if you're willing to stick around. They've helped me out before, and I'm hardly ever here.

Hope it works out.
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leperous festerheart
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I know i said that i wouldnt be back....but ive thought about stuff.

thanks for the replies...i didnt really expect any.

about the therapist , id rather not have one. the last one really offended me , she basically said i was the human waste of society and she was kindly doing me a favour out of her busy routine. my doc , also basically said the same thing. i required stitches for my arm yet the doc wouldnt give me an anesthetic , claiming that i should enjoy the pain seeing as i cut myself. i felt so dirty right then...i felt so worthless , and no-one is helping me. no wonder ive lost faith in my docs...

as for the friends , i did trust them. but they soon became worse then everyone else. snide comments like '' oh dont slit your wrists , you only got a question wrong'' tey really do hurt , and hurt more from your supposed friends.

*sigh* oh well... who cares right?
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Okay, serious manic depression runs in my family.

My aunt suffers greatly from it. Her kids do to a lesser extent. My great uncle killed himself, probably as a result of his.

Get medication. Seriously. My Aunt can function on her meds, but she loses touch with reality when she's not. And don't stop taking them because you feel better. If you have to see a therapist to get them, then see a therapist, no matter how stupid it sounds. Make the decision to function, and for someone in your shoes that means meds right now. Don't end up 45 years old and incapable of holding down a job just because you didn't want to talk to someone. I'm not trying to scare you (okay, maybe a little) but sometimes the medicine tastes a little bad but is necessary for the cure.


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Bassik Dwarveripper
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Hakomike gave excelent advice, and I can olny say that, for your own good, you should follow it.

And remember, we lot on the Underempire... we care.
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maybe we should change the classic triangle symbol of this forum into a pink teddybear.... would accurately describe the overall state of this place...

new slogan:"We Care"

seriously: every profession's got its rotten apples.... it's just worthless that you had to encouter every bad doc in a 50 mile radius.... don't give up though.... giving up is always the beginning of the end...

my word of advice: never, ever, give up....
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