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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 05:56 PM Post #61 |
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Monica sat on the ground, by the wall, holding a bottle of Firewhisky in her hand. Yes, she broke down at last. She had to clear her mind. Too bad, she coudln`t keep up. It was too much- Malius, Conner and now Balthazar. She still couldn`t believe what had happened between them. So, now she was drunk and that didn`t do any better. The strangest thing to her was that she wasn`t crying. It kind of amazed her. Yet... she felt horrible about it all. She felt horrible for caring only about Balthazar, forgetting Lynx. But she couldn`t. He was in her head. His touches and his lips were in her head. |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 05:59 PM Post #62 |
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Kris apparated outside Monica's flat. "Monica?!" She called. "Are you home?!" She called out loud once more, already going inside the flat. She hadn't spoken to Monica for at least a week, and was wondering how she was. |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 06:04 PM Post #63 |
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Monica looked at the door. "Obviously..." she mumbled under her nose, seeing that Kristy was already walking in. She looked around, wondering if she should hide the bottle and stand up or should she just continue sitting there. At last she decided at least to stand up. Though that took far too much effort than she thought that it would. It made her swing a bit. Okay, not a bit. She held herself on the wall. "Wha ist?" she mumbled again, not getting her tongue to work properly. |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 06:26 PM Post #64 |
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Kris winced slightly as the pungent odour of alcohol went up her nostrils. "Monica, have you been drinking?" She asked, disbelievingly, as she looked at her friend. "What's happened?" |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 06:32 PM Post #65 |
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"Oh, thisnthat..." Monica murmured. She slowly pushed herself off of the wall (which was kind os hard) and made her way to the table. Swinging to all sides was still there as she tried her best not to looks so drunk. It didn`t help. She plopped on the chair and put her head on the table. "Such terribl me..." she mumbled again, looking at the glass on the table. "So bad.." she rose her head and hit it on the table. "Dumbass..." |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 06:50 PM Post #66 |
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Kris' eyes widened as she watched her bang her head on the table. "Bloody hell, Monica..." She breathed as she stepped further into the room. The floor was littered with small, empty bottles of Firewhiskey and old copies of the Daily Prophet. "Stop hitting your head... And you're not a dumbass..." She said in a motherly tone as she tip-toed around the room to get to the sofa. She reached for Monica's arm and pullled her up. "Right... Tell me what's happened..." |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 06:55 PM Post #67 |
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Monica looked at Kristy and then shook her head. "Oooh... baaaad." she sang out and closed her eyes. Then thought for a moment. The next second she stood up from her chair and dropped on the ground in front of Kristy. She didn`t want to, but she couldn`t stand. "You hav to propose... produce... promis no one... tell you." She rambled out, her eyes red. Then she looked around for Firewhisky and grabbed a bottle. Unfortunately it was empty. So dropping it on the ground she sighed. |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 07:01 PM Post #68 |
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Kris sighed. Monica was rather wasted. "I promise... Now tell me... What's so bad?" She asked, slightly confused now. She watched as Monica looked around for the Firewhiskey. |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 07:07 PM Post #69 |
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Monica blinked. What was so bad? What was SO BAD?! Everything! Nothing was right! She bit her lip hard and took a deep breath. If she would have been sober, she wouldn`t have told anyone, but now... now she wasn`t thinking. "Me..." she sighed. "Bal... Balthzr..." she couldn`t pronounce his name. It was strange. She was thinking about him all the time, but couldn`t say. "He... Merlin... Kris..." and now she started to cry. She couldn`t. Seriously, she couldn`t. |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 07:10 PM Post #70 |
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Kris frowned as she strained to hear what Monica was trying to say. It strangely sounded like Balthazar. "Balthazar?" She offered quietly, before looking at Monica in shock as she began to cry. Kris sighed sadly. To her, it seemed Monica was remembering when Balthazar had killed her. this would make anyone upset. "It's OK, Monica... He's locked up in Azkaban... He can't kill you again..." She said sympathetically, as she rubbed her friend's back. |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 07:18 PM Post #71 |
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"Oh... I sure he woudn`t..." Monica said with a sad smile. She didn`t stop crying she couldn`t. She kissed him. He kissed her. She was an Auror he was an ICDE, he killed her, she put him in Azkaban. He kissed her. She kissed him back. It all was messed up in her mind. "Please... don`t say... no one..." She pleaded again. What would people say? What would Abi said? Emma? Anyone? What would Kris say? She bit her lip hard. "Balthazar... in Azzie... he... I..." she took a deep breath and tried to concentrate. Though she could still feel the sour taste in her mouth because of her tears. "We... kissed... we..." she closed her eyes and laid down on the ground. And started to cry harder. "Sorry... I`m so so sorry..." |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 08:19 PM Post #72 |
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Kris felt sick as the words sunk in. "Excuse me?" She said, her voice low as she stared at Monica. "Im not... " She frowned. "I'm not sure I heard you right... It sounded like you said that you... and Balthazar... kissed?!" |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 08:25 PM Post #73 |
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Monica bit her lip again, as hard as she could, and looked at Kristy with sad eyes. Then slowly nodded. Then closed her eyes again. "Don`t...tell any... one..." she said silently, feeling miserable. Mostly of all... because she wanted him to kiss her again. She wanted to feel his hands on her again. It was insane. Simply insane. |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 08:29 PM Post #74 |
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Kris ran her hand through her hair. "Don't tell anyone? Merlin, Monica... I don't think theyd believe me if I did!!" She exclaimed, stunned. She stood up, not being so careful to avoid the bottles this time and she felt one crush beneath her foot. "When?" She asked, not wanting to know the details, but at the same time wanting to. |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 08:33 PM Post #75 |
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Monica swallowed loudly. She slowly sat up, swinging while even sitting. "I bad... Kris, I am horrbe... I... Kriss..." she put her face in her hands, shaking her head all the time. "Last day... and... two days... ago..." she mumbled out and sobbed. Her shoulders twitched as she thought about it. Balthazar and her. She kissed him. She wanted to kiss him again, she wanted to feel him again. "Don`t tell... Abi... please..." |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 08:51 PM Post #76 |
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Kris sighed. How could this be? Monica and Balthazar? "Monica... You're not horrible... Just..." Kris broke off. What could she say? She was insane? Mixed up? Upset? Crazy? "Why not tell Abi? What would she do that I can't? Go mad? Start shouting? I can do that too, you know?" She said, sarcasm lacing her words. She sighed. She couldn't be angry. Monica was one of her oldest friends. "What possessed you to kiss him?! I don;t understand!" |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 08:55 PM Post #77 |
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Monica tried to wipe away her tears, but that made her head swing even more, so she leaned her back on the couch. "Kris... he is... ICDE... I... Auror... I would be fired..." she said, wiping her tears all the time. How could she do something like that. "Dunno... he... I... Merlin... I kissed him back..." she now put her fingers in her hair and stared at the bottle of whisky. "How could I? He... it`s him... he cares... he knows..." she rambled. |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 08:59 PM Post #78 |
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Kris couldn't believe her ears! "We ARE talking about Balthazar Severio here, aren't we? The man who killed you?! The man who kidnapped my kids?! And you're saying he cares?!" She shrieked. "Monica, have you gone completely INSANE?!" |
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| Monica Grant | Apr 19 2008, 09:05 PM Post #79 |
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Monica stood up and looked straight at Kristy. As straight as it could be while she was all swinging. "You don`t understand!" she said loudly. "You couldn`t... understand..." she felt how everything started to swing around so she sat down on the couch. It took her few moments to steady herself. "He really... do... care..." she breathed out, now staring at her feet, simply because it made everything stand in their places. She began to feel slightly sick. "You don`t... he does... that`s... why." |
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| Kris Severio | Apr 19 2008, 09:18 PM Post #80 |
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Kris glared at her. "I don't understand?! WHAT IS IT I'M SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND?!" Kris yelled. She hadn't meant to get angry, but Monica was delusional. How could Balthazar Severio understand and she not?! "You should stop drinking." |
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