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| How bad was your worst heartbreak?; share share =) | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Nov 27 2005, 11:40 PM (887 Views) | |
mountaindew
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Nov 27 2005, 11:40 PM Post #1 |
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where is your boy tonight?
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share muna kayo bago ako ![]() *EDIT* ikwento na rin ng buo para maramdaman mo ulit yung sakit
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Shikamaru
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Nov 27 2005, 11:44 PM Post #2 |
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Sandatahang Queso
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Hmmm... Nangailangan na ng heart transplant...
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Alam kong wala akong alam. Senshuken - Champion 99/70 QUESO Thread GREYHOUNDZ Thread | |
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wizzyfif!
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Nov 28 2005, 10:51 PM Post #3 |
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incomplete...
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waa ibang klase to @ mountaindew langyang yan... "para maramdaman nio ulit yung sakit" waaa my pgka sadista pla to ako cguro worst heartbreak ko is nung na hospital ako dhil sa sobrang depression.. i refused on eating anything and just stayed up in my bed.. nakatingin sa kawalan grabe i lost 5 pounds during dat tym... na touched ako kc ung dad ko na never ako knakausap.. xa pa ng comfort skn.. sniff* !T_T nid pa ba sbhin kng ano reason nung "worst" heartbreak? yoto gus2 ko mauna mna topic starter
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kzyranni's_priestess
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Nov 28 2005, 11:09 PM Post #4 |
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wait for me...
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Worst heartbreak... I got drank. It's worse than it seems cos I'm allergic to alcohol. The first time I tasted alcohol when I was still a child, I was hospitalized. !X_X Second time was after my worst heartbreak. Hindi ako nakapasok school for a week. I was feverish & red all over. ![]() Best way to get over a girl is another girl.
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-Ian-
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Nov 29 2005, 12:29 PM Post #5 |
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lethargy at its best
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Waaa... Grabe! Nakatingin sa kawalan?! Gaano ka katagal na tulala?Sige, sabihin na kung ano reason nung worst heartbreak!!! Hehe. ![]() Towi, kaw naman mag share! Ikaw topic starter eh!
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mountaindew
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Nov 30 2005, 05:24 AM Post #6 |
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where is your boy tonight?
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wah bat ako kagad kayo ah.. uy karla fafa henie at shikamaru.. ikwento nyo ng buo.. !^^ ano yung story behind nung heartbreak?
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Lawi
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Nov 30 2005, 06:47 AM Post #7 |
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>:) series of 2006
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Now that I have been reminded.. I guess I'll tell you, since im also bored and all... ehhehe A couple of years ago, when loki was at it's peak of economic growth and before war of emperium and even comodo, I joined one my bestfriend's guild, Anarchy. In this guild was this wizard named Gethsemane™, he was really nice. And we grew to kind of close to each other, to a point where we became a couple. He was a quiet and mysterious kind of guy, and quoting from the words he have told me, I have "Stirred a deep well", because he is a person with many problems and issues inc his life, and that he is trapped in his problems. Out of affection of course I told him that people made their own prisons, and that if if he needed me I would risk entering that prison and light a candle for him so I can hold his hand and we can walk out together. [ang OA noh?] Everything went so well, and for a while I thought that nothing can possibly go wrong, until one day I texted him. And this reply came from his own number... "Hndi ito si Jordan, girlfriend nya ito." I was surprised. But of course I didn't give any hostile reactions. I had to hear his side of the story. So i replied.. "Ay.. meron pala? sorry po hndi ko alam." Anxious to know what the real thing was, I called him up and confronted him that same evening. He denied everything at first and said the girl was his ex-girlfriend who is still his friend, that he hang around with because of "utang na loob" kse malaki daw ang natulong kse he was in need of financial assistance at a certain time, and tat eventhough he wasnt in-love with her, he just allows communication, because of that. And itong gung2x naman na c Lawi, believed him. So we went on for a few months... Eto nagbubulagbulagan, khit nararamdaman ko na mayroong mali. He was planning na to move to cebu, he sent an application to fair child, Naguusap kmi gabi gabi, then one night ang sama tlga ng kutob ko. As in sobra. But I brushed it off, thinking "Lawi your being paranoid again!". Turns out a few days after i recieved a text from a random number. "Pede ba layuan mo na si jordan kse magkakaanak na kami." I was horrified. When he called that night, I asked him once more. "Have you slept with her.. even if its supposed to be you and me? cause I dont know anymore.. I thought it was you and me.." His reply, "No, trust me hun, wala kaming gnwa ni jeanette, we only hang out together." Hindi ako mapakali, I kept trying to convince myself it wasnt true, but i felt otherwise. And She, she kept texting me and texting me.. layuan mo si jordan, hndi ka nya mahal and stuff like that. And "pede nga ibalato mo nlang yan siya sa akin, magkakaanak na kmi eh." I can't take that much, I asked Jordan again if he slept with her. This time he cried and said he's sorry. And that it was an accident, kse sumama daw ung babae sa knya sa boarding house at hndi umalis. I was angry. I thought things were going well, I was convincing myself things were going well. He had filed out so many application papers, and had applied for cebu. He was supposed to be moving here, to try his luck here and to be nearer to me. Tapos ngayong, This? I loved him. I forgave him. I promised myself that even if he is going to have an illegitamate child I will still love him. Because He said he has made up his mind about not marrying her, cause 1 mistake cant be fixed by commiting another. And that he cant marry the one he doesn't love. He gave that decision to me on the phone while I was browsing this art gallery and I stopped by this painting of the earth and the sky, both had faces and were sad cause they looked like they wanted to be together, but were so far away. I told him about the painting. And he said that right now it was like us, we were like the earth and the sky, that he was afraid of what was happening, that the earth and sky will never be together. But I told him the earth and the sky were together, because the earth and the sky met in the horizon. Things were almost about to be settled. He had landed him a job that was going to take him to cebu soon, as for that month I was set to go to manila, to visit my relatives and have a chance to meet and be with him. And so the earth and the sky met, and were joyful for a moment. And time came that I had to come back home to cebu, and a couple of months later, he will have migrated here. Then I receive a call.. "Babae ka mangaagaw ka talaga! dapat akin nlng cya kse mag kakaanak na kami (wat she doesnt know is, alam ko na hndi nmn pla totoo kse pinag patest cya ni jordan and it was absoloutely negative.. i failed to mention). Eto masasabi ko sau, me anak narin yan si jordan sa ibang babae, malas ka parin iha." I don't know what to say anymore. It wasn't the child, it was the dishonesty. It was him keeping so much from me. I can accept that. But until then paba na sisikmura pa nya ilihim sakin? And if he has done that so many times I figured he could do it again... i loved him... but... it just wasnt right anymore. So we talked a really long talk... He said he was sorry, that it was now up to me... and I dropped him a clue of goodbye, i guess he knew that, put the phne down and started deleting everything that was going to lead me back to him. I changed my phone number, my deleted my character and made a new one, made a new email and stopped using the old. And even if it hurt a lot, I just wanted to vanish. He kept pming my friends' bots, but they didnt tell me until later. I guess they decided they dont want me to hurt anymore. Cause I was getting sick althroughout those times.. (headaches, throwing up, sleepless nights and my stress related disease). damn.. nobela na to.... ang haba... ![]() |
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-UNDER CONSTRUCTION- wee ang cute ng eggs.. inlove ako sa kanila... ma adopt nga 2... wee ang cute kse
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Shikamaru
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Nov 30 2005, 06:00 PM Post #8 |
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Sandatahang Queso
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Aaawwwhhh... wizzyfif! ikaw ba 'yang nasa pic? Astig. Kwento pa kayo. Succesful nga pala heart transplant ko.
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Alam kong wala akong alam. Senshuken - Champion 99/70 QUESO Thread GREYHOUNDZ Thread | |
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Kakita-san
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Nov 30 2005, 06:38 PM Post #9 |
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Facist Pig
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or two! |
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~`reign`~
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Dec 1 2005, 12:11 AM Post #10 |
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bebot bebot beh...
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aww.. na-sad story naman ako ni LAWI dun.. akala ko grabe na un heartache ko dati. mas grabe un kay LAWI. antok na ko e.. ngayon ko lang nabasa 'to. tulog muna tapos tsaka ko wento pag may energy na 'ko. pero share ko muna ito.. na-receive ko sa frenster.HOW TO "UNLOVE" YOU I've learned so many things from the experiences we've been through but the hardest lesson, yet, to learn is how to "unlove" you I've learned not to fall so hard- not to fall in love so fast because, as quickly as it comes into your life, it can quickly become your past I've learned not to trust- so much, to read between the lines because, if I had known what I know now I would have known you were never mine I've learned not to be so open not to wear my feelings on my face because, they can be used against you like they were.. in my case I've learned to be more honest to express how I feel because, you never knew how I felt because, I kept my feelings sealed I've learned not to be so accepting to put someone else before me because, when I did this for you you never fulfilled my needs I've learned it is not always best to give out a second chance because when I did this for you you took me for granted I've learned not to be so nice not to be so believing because you forsook my love and mistook my kindness for weakness I've learned NOT to believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder because when I tried to give you your space it made your heart wander I've learned NOT to be so forgiving and to try to make things work because when I did this for you I only got myself hurt I've learned so many things from the experiences we've been through but the hardest lesson, yet, to learn is how to "unlove" you |
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Brego
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Dec 1 2005, 03:10 AM Post #11 |
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†: The Blackguard :†
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tsk tsk tsk... matutong makuntento sa isa, maraming napapahamak dyan boy... pero aus yang quote na yan hahaha!... ![]() |
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wizzyfif!
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Dec 3 2005, 11:02 PM Post #12 |
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incomplete...
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remember my first post in this thread? mali pla ko... kla ko wala nang mas lalala pa dun... until now ayokong sbhin anong rason... ayoko mgbanggit... d dhil nahihiya ako or my pinoprotektahan ako... cguro dko rn kc kaya.. alam kong wala nmang magagawa pg post ko.. wala nmang mgbabago.. ipapamuka ko lng sa karamihan what a loser i am... pro ok lng... importante ngyon mailabas ko to dhil kng indi bka kng ano nnman mngyari skn.. OA man pakinggan pro seryoso ko... wala nkong gana... pnong walang gana? as in wala nkong ganang mabuhay.. uu cge tumawa kau i dont care... pro totoo isang linggo nkong umiiyak... lging ng pepretend na ok ang lahat.. nangungulit ako dun, nangungulit ako jan.. hapi nman ako at madaming natutuwa sa simpleng pangungulit ko... karla kulilit bulilit nga kng twagin nla ko... pro d nla alam ung tao sa likod ng avatar na kumukulit sknla... isang linggo nang umiiyak, 2 araw nang 2 oras lng ang tulog, 2 araw din ang 24hours na walang tulog at 3 araw nang d kumakain.. tubig lng... noon nasabi ko "manhid nko" sanay nko ano pang mngyari... pro iba tlga pakiramdam pg iniwan ka.... kala mo sa pelikula lng... pro totoo plng pde kang mka-isip ng pgpapakamatay... oo alam ko OA... corny... uulitin ko wala akong pake... ilang beses nko ngpapanggap na masaya..dhil yan dn ang gus2 ko.. masaya.. khit kunwari lng... sbi nga ng isang kaibigan "karla, wag kang magagalit.. pero kelan ka nga ba sumaya?" siguro tatanungin nio kng nakatulong ba pgpopost ko d2 pra gumaan pakiramdam ko ngyon... sagot ko... hinde... pero pinili ko prn i post... bka kc sakaling mabasa "nia" to.... |
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bashblue
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Dec 4 2005, 12:19 AM Post #13 |
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Priory of Sion
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@LAWI sad to hear that sis... On topic.. yeah it's really hard and worst than ever...but along the way you'll learn so many things nman eh...d na ako magkukwento ang haba at napaka complicated rin ng sakin...important is WE CAN MOVE ON...that's life!!! @kyzranni hmm you've got a point nice one.../no1 |
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chelayganda
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Dec 4 2005, 08:45 AM Post #14 |
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Baby Desert Wolf
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bsta masakit sobra! as in! hnd n sya masarap balikan.. kse nga "OUCH"
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-Ian-
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Dec 4 2005, 01:01 PM Post #15 |
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lethargy at its best
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@ KarLa: Huwag kang ganyan!!! Huwag mo isipin magpakamatay please... ![]() There's so many things that life has to offer... Huwag ka magpapatalo... Pagsubok lang yan...
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mountaindew





Shikamaru
wizzyfif!
grabe i lost 5 pounds during dat tym... na touched ako kc ung dad ko na never ako knakausap.. xa pa ng comfort skn.. sniff* !T_T




Gaano ka katagal na tulala?
kayo ah.. uy karla fafa henie at shikamaru.. ikwento nyo ng buo.. !^^ ano yung story behind nung heartbreak?




akala ko grabe na un heartache ko dati. mas grabe un kay LAWI. antok na ko e..
ngayon ko lang nabasa 'to. tulog muna tapos tsaka ko wento pag may energy na 'ko. pero share ko muna ito.. na-receive ko sa frenster.
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