The Story of
God of War / Waru and
Mishta / Mishta Ringwaltz. printscreens and savedchats included (I'm very sentimental eh :))
November 2003 This was the time when there was still peace in Rune Midgard...
I was looking for a party mate at Alde Baran when a red haired assassin, 5 levels higher than mine, came and talked to me…
God of War : Hey
Mishta : Hi
God of War : Wanna kick some alarms' butt?
Mishta : haha… sure =p
Our first party at Clock tower 3 was fun. He talked a lot and I never got bored. He was strong too; compared to the other assassins I partied with. But, the day was about to end…
Mishta : Hey, I have to go
God of War : Okay. You wanna do this again tomorrow?
Mishta : awkei… tomorrow then =)
We partied almost everyday. This continued until we got to know each other better. I found out he was the GM of Mas†ers (me, Radical Hunterz), his RL name's JC (me, Vea), he was 18 (me, 16), he live in Texas USA (me, Philz of course) and a lot more things about him. I also shared some stories about my life and everyday we discovered something new about each other.
There was this one time when I PMed him and he didn't reply. I thought he was busy but actually, I just forgot I was "exalled". He had to go to where I was (CT3) just to return the greeting…
*/exall(To God of War) : heya! how are u?
(To God of War) : guess ur busy.. see yah
minutes later… people started talking to me saying "someone's looking for you"
Quinton : mishta. hanap ka ni god of war
Mishta : bkit daw?
Quinton : tanggal mo daw exall mo
Mishta: waaaaa.. onga plah! I forgot...
*/inall(To God of War) : hey! sorry, i didnt know u were trying to pm me
(From God of War) : u got exalled thats why… so im here still looking for u..
(To God of War) : everyone here knws ur looking 4 me...
(From God of War) : well ive asked any1 i met "have any of u guys seen Mishta?"
(To God of War) : oh... hehe... actually, im with a party. Just wanted to say hi..
(From God of War) : well, i came to Alarm not really looking for a party. just wanted u to know i wanna answer back
(To God of War) : =)
(From God of War) : san kau? w8 for me
God of War : saan si mishta?
Korosuke Tenbatsu : here
God of War : Oh HI… Finally, found u
Mishta : ehehe… hello =)
God of War : well i can't just leave u hanging. Mishta, cge… Have a grand time. im off back to geffen now that i have said my greetings. I need that whisper card haha
Mishta : oh.. hunting? Hehe… good luck and take care
God of War : likewise..
Sweet guy

Days passed… I don't know what came into his mind, but he suddenly asked me this question…
God of War : have u ever tried to have a bf online?
Mishta : huh? No… why'd u ask?
God of War : You wanna try? Just for fun
Mishta : uhh… I'll think about it
The next day…
God of War : so?
Mishta : I'm not done thinking…
And the next…
God of War : Well? it's okay if u don't want
Mishta : uuhh... there's no harm in trying ryt? Awkei then…
God of War : great =)
It started with fun, but I never thought it would grow to love.
I remember his past time was hunting deviruchis (Evil Wings) at CT2 and I would go with him so we could chat. He trained me to become a good priestess at GH Chivalry and we would hunt Raydrics (card) together (Jokers do not have their skills yet and Abyss was still like a boss that's feared by all... /heh).
Waru was considered an addict. He was one of the high-leveled Katar masters back then. I was 75 and he was 85. He could go on and continue leveling but he stopped to wait for me (I have school. I can only play 2-4 hours a day) so we could party (even).
January 2004Mishta, my priestess, has "sabog" skills, so I decided to recreate her (the Mishta Ringwaltz im using now). I explained to JC that I can no longer party with him (not even)…
He tanked me from Novice to Acolyte, until I became a priestess again. He even made a new knight (Waru) for me to party with (he was able to surpass my level pa… /wah) and retired his assassin.
A relationship is never complete with out quarrels… In this situation, I was having a RL problem and didn't want to share it (not in the mood). I wanted to be alone… (our conversation was very long, I had to cut it pa…)
Mishta Ringwaltz : wat r ya doin here waru?
Waru : Juz worried about you. Tell me whats up
Mishta Ringwaltz : nothing
Waru : Hey COME w/ me… let's talk
Mishta Ringwaltz : ...
Waru : juz COME

Mishta Ringwaltz : i wont talk anyway
Waru : wuts wrong..
Mishta Ringwaltz : nothing...
Waru : ur getting me worried… Its not something I Did right?
Mishta Ringwaltz : erm… no
Waru : ok well then, it won't hurt for u to tell me?
Mishta Ringwaltz : ....i cant..
Waru : ... Is it something personal?
Mishta Ringwaltz : ....no...pero..
Waru : Mishta, If you don't trust me just say so
Mishta Ringwaltz : i wanna keep it to myself
Waru : U know whatever happens, Im just here to help, not make things worse
Mishta Ringwaltz : ...
Waru : Am I talking to any1?
Mishta Ringwaltz : well, yea..i knw..
Waru : Just say so Mishta
Waru : Just say that you don't trust me enough and I'll disappear… Just like that
Mishta Ringwaltz : watr u talkin `bout?
Waru : u don't trust me enough to tell me? whats going on?
Waru : since ur making it sound all serious, im worried you know?
Mishta Ringwaltz : it's not that i dnt trust u
Waru : its because?...
Mishta Ringwaltz : erm.. nvm waru… am okay
Waru : Mish, juz say the reason why you don't want to tell me just give me that much
Mishta Ringwaltz : ...i dun wanna tell anyone
Waru : alright, I suppose I respect your decision...
*Waru Leaves (pissed)*Mishta /exall After a few minutes…
(Yahoo Messenger)JC:

Im just roaming around Al de looking for you…
JC: did you wonder why I came Back?
JC: it may sound like an excuse, but i got kind of pissed since u kept on keeping whatevers bothering u from me
Vea: well, that's me… im sorry… hopefully tom, wala na toh
JC: but I figured it doesn't matter, I juz wanna be there for you
JC: one thing tho, I'm dying to know whats wrong, but I won't ask anymore
JC: Im dying to want to help you, but I won't ask anymore
We didn't talk for days and Waru left the guild (Radical Hunterz)
One day…
Waru : hi... elo.. knock knock?
Mishta Ringwaltz : whadya want me to say?
Waru : i dunno, hi?
Mishta Ringwaltz : whatever… am quitting RO, thnx to u
Waru : me...? why me?
Mishta Ringwaltz : try to figure that out
Waru : seems like I don't really matter to you so I'm leaving the guild, then? what?
Mishta Ringwaltz : oh, u think that way? What i know is im a burden to you
Waru : how am I suppose to think? ur treating me like im NOTHING. and i FEEL like IM the burden. i felt like leaving the guild was the best decision. if i had prolonged, more problems would have probably arised
Waru : I don't want to put so much on you, so i left, gave u some space
Mishta Ringwaltz : what problem?
Waru : I dunno. things can get complicated. u seem to have issues
Mishta Ringwaltz : it was MY problem ..and somehow u managed to get urself involved
Waru : I WANTED to help, but all u did was push ppl AWAY
Mishta Ringwaltz : because i need peace.... a time alone for just one day
Mishta Ringwaltz : i dnt want to cry, and i cry when people are around
Waru : thats hard to do ....especially when u know theres ppl that REALLY CARES for you, ppl who wants to be THERE for U
Mishta Ringwaltz : do i know that?
Waru : I suppose u do, ur a smart girl, all Im saying its easier if u talk things thru. if u keeps things to urself it just gets worse
Mishta Ringwaltz : what? like what happened before.
Waru : yes, u were very upset (which never happened before)
Mishta Ringwaltz : if i kept it to myself...this would never had happened
Waru : what do u expect me to do , just say ok, i'll leave u alone? If u havn't noticed , it pains me to see u sad
Mishta Ringwaltz : well, what u said was FAREWELL
Waru : because i don't want to stick around when u keep shutting ppl out. might as well shut myself out since u need "peace"
Waru : see...I think im making things worse..
Waru : I'll be at the benches at the left side, if you want u can converse w/ me over there… if not I guess, thats it huh?
Mishta Ringwaltz : this will be the last… so might as well
Waru : Mishta, do u hate me
Mishta Ringwaltz : beginning to... but, stop me
Waru : I just want to know why, Because All I wanted was for you to be always happy. IF in some way I messed up, its probably my fault. So, if you feel the way you do, there might not be anything I can say or do to change that
Waru : but yea, I just wanted to tell you how I felt… making u happy, was my sidejob. but like i said, I might have messed up
Waru : thats all I have to say… I guess...u don't have anything to say..
Mishta Ringwaltz : ...
Waru : one last thing… I would never ever forget what we had… it was great. so whatever happens, thats always there
Mishta Ringwaltz : yah, i know
Waru : im glad… but can u do something for me?
Mishta Ringwaltz : ...what?
Waru : don't quit because of me
Waru : I'm not something worth that much to make u quit. Im not worth it. U still have GREAT friends here
Mishta Ringwaltz : you're the only reason why i play this useless game
Waru : I find myself saying that most of the time. Thats y my alarm is set at 4 am =)
Waru : in any case, please don't quit ok?
Mishta Ringwaltz : ... why do u have to say that?
Waru : isn't it obvious!
Waru : if u quit, the whole guild will quit, u bring JOY to them and if I linger, It would PAIN me to know ur not there. even if things don't work out I always want to run in2 u or something since i still care for you
Waru : Ragnarok isn't a game u play by urself
Mishta Ringwaltz : i admit..i was relying on you too much
Waru : hey, its alright
Mishta Ringwaltz : before, i know who's the first person to contact, to go w/, to talk to, to ask. i know who's the only person who can make me smile..
Waru : thats prally why I got mad (yes i did ) when I approached u and u pushed me away. thats prally y I wanted to say farewell
Waru : I know... thats prally selfish of me. Im a dumbass
Waru : I'd do anything to make things the way they were
The next day, we talked again and fixed the problem. He gave me a tiara (sorry gift)
(From Waru) : I need to see u asap. I juz need to give you something and im gone
Waru : I hope u like it. that Puppy love is getting old
*The deal has successfully completed. You got +4 Tiara 1Mishta Ringwaltz : … thnx a lot. But y?
Waru : Since i told u i'll get 1
Waru : looks juz fine. Im not in2 style or anything but it looks great
Mishta Ringwaltz : waru... this is too much
Waru : Naww
Mishta Ringwaltz : hey, here's the mummy card I owe u
Waru : yey almost complete for my anti sin gear
Waru : pero, i've already gotten what i always wanted and I told you its my job to make u happy. Im just doing my job
Waru : so yea, im sorry for a lot of things..
Mishta Ringwaltz : erm...yea.... am sorry as well..
Waru : I just wanted to make u smile when ur sad.. but I guess i made it worse.. so I apologize
Waru : btw im not BRIBING u, i juz promised eh. Besides I wouldn't be here if u havn't bought me that load so I should thank u for that
Waru : ei would u take me back to the guild... Im such a whining lil boy =(
Mishta Ringwaltz : glad to =)
Waru : I've felt so down for 3 days I didn't feel like lvling
Mishta Ringwaltz : me too
Waru : we're going to work things out eh?
Mishta Ringwaltz : uh-huh..i guess
Waru : Thats nice =)
Everything's back to normal… He had already given me a lot, sacrificed many things for me and all I could do was say "Thank You". I wanted to give him something in return; something concrete; an elven ears perhaps, since that's what he's always wanted. I had to save first of course… but… I wasn't able to gather that much money (12m), I was never really able to buy him anything, because…
February 2004Waru was scammed and it affected him so much. It made him think of the wasted time, until it made him decide to quit (He was also an incoming College student and he has to concentrate on his priorities. If he doesn't quit now, it would be harder to do so in the future.)
He was my life in RO and with out him, this game would mean nothing. But I couldn't do anything. He really had to go. I wanted to quit as well, but I promised him I wouldn't. I had no other choice…
Waru gave me his account, items, everything… But I don't want them… all I need is for him to come back =( (valentines day, and I was alone)
Move on? tsk, the process was very hard… =(
After 2 months, he came back to check on us. I tried to convince him to come back. I sold my Angel Wing to buy him his basic equips (assassin). But, he felt weak, because all his friends are now level 99 and he's still stuck at 89… sigh, he said there's no chance for him to play again, so he sold his equips (again) and bought me a Crown.
Sobs... oh well... I tried…
Screenshot: Our last day together (January 2004)… this shot's from him, I just borrowed it… it looks sad yet sweet =(
But, past is past… if anybody asks me "Do you Love Waru?", I'll answer "I did :)"
THE END 