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| prismcircuits | May 14 2010, 05:50 PM Post #451 |
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Celestine shook his head. "But why wouldn't he want to live again? I can't say I like him very much, from what I've heard. Leaving someone alone like that and putting you through pain. It's not like he could help dying, but why wouldn't he want to come back? It's not as though it would be forever..." "But about Ciel. He didn't like anything in particular when we were young. He was like almost any child, I suppose, and just fascinated by the world. He got to see such a beautiful world too, where we live. It's almost obnoxiously bright and beautiful to look at. But after he started to change, Ciel didn't appreciate it the same way. If I'm around he may show up from time to time but if you don't speak to him or provoke him then he'll likely ignore you...well that'll depend in his mood but he usually leaves other people alone. It's not as though he actively tries to make people miserable, he just can't stomach anyone telling him how much better things could be." Simon closed the door to the smaller bedroom behind them and he quickly pulled on the clothes that he'd gotten from Mizu's strange wardrobe. He pulled at his hair then, bringing the light blonde strands in front of his eyes. "Is it me...or does the color seem to be a bit lighter? It's odd. I've been feeling a bit more drawn to the sunlight and now that it's setting my eyes seem to be drawn to whatever light source they can find." |
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| kusai_mikoto | May 14 2010, 06:09 PM Post #452 |
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Dances with Shadows of Memory
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Kire blinks, eyes seeming to darken as he breathes out slowly, a strange expression playing at his pale face. " I am not comfortable enough to explain his reasons," murmurs Kire softly, a soft sigh escaping his lips as he looks at Celestine, thinking for a silent moment. " As for you not liking him...please don't make such decisions...you never knew him..." Kire sighs, rubbing at his forehead as he tilts his head in thought for a moment. " And perhaps that's what the real problem is...that it can't be forever...that he'll continue to age...and from whatSerei disclosed...I won't...he'll grow old and die and I'll continue to look like this...and he doesn't want to die before me again..." Kire sighs as Celestine speaks of Ciel, moving to lay down on the couch, head falling to rest lightly against Celestine's shoulder as he looks up at the ceiling. " Nothing in particular...." murmurs Kire, pouting as he runs one hand through Celestine's hair in silent thought for a moment. " Does...he like jewelry...he seemed....rather displeased too see one of your earrings hanging from my ear...I know they are a connection to you realm...but I don't know..." Kire sighs, raising a hand to rub at his forehead, that mark glowing ever so slightly, a strange bluish-grey in shade. " I don't care if he even notices me or not...but...he's your brother...so in the very least...I'd like him...to be happy...if only for a little while...everyone deserves that much..." Mizu smiles, looking away as Simon changes, eyes half lidded as he changes into his own new clothes, smiling as he stretches, humming softly too himself, blinking at Simon's words as he moves closer too the other. " Hmm, it is lighter, speaks for your abilities starting to flow into your veins," murmurs Mizu softly. " You probably feed off of sunlight...I can do the same somewhat off of moonlight though it's more subconcious...water more feeds me...though it seems that darkness is going to prove my main food source eventually..." Meanwhile Serei and Treasure were fast asleep in a bedroom. Treasure had crashed out on a couch and Serei was curled up on the bed, hair falling around his pale form. |
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| prismcircuits | May 14 2010, 06:19 PM Post #453 |
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Songbird~
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"You have no control over who I like or dislike and I don't like the idea of what he did? What does it matter if he grows old? Appearances are only superficial matters that humans worry about. The fact that most of us don't age like normal humans is just poof of how abnormal we are. To say that he fears growing old while you remain young seems shallow." Celestine was feeling rather irked about the whole thing. "We're such different people that I don't understand your perspective on the situation nor do you mine. Life and death are very real to me as they are to others, but they don't always have the same significance. Just like you said you can't just stand by and watch someone suffer when you can do something to help it, I feel like I can't stand by and watch as you encounter problems due to the death of someone who can be brought back. Dealing with death again, you wouldn't necessarily have to. No one knows the future and even those who read it only see one possibility out of many. But you should appreciate your time while you have it and it's counter intuitive to merely suffer." Talking about Ciel was staring to make Celestine anxious, as though his brother could be summoned by the mere mention of his name. "He doesn't particularly like or dislike jewelry. He was just angry that I went so far as to give it to you. Where our father resides is a precious place and in the wrong hands the bell could be disastrous so it was a sign of how much I trust you. He thinks I trust you without good reason." Simon sat on the end of the bed and thought about Mizu's words. "Maybe...but I guess it could also be that I'm drawn to the light." |
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| kusai_mikoto | May 14 2010, 08:17 PM Post #454 |
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Dances with Shadows of Memory
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Kire sighs, rubbing at his forehead as he groans softly to himself, a strange pinging sound being heard as his own earring glows as he tilts his head back, moving back to his own side of the couch. " He would have died before me even if he hadn't been murdered," murmurs Kire, a strange lost expression on his pale face. " In all truth...he probably DID die before I ever met him..." Kire tilts his head a bit, eyes seeming to glow as he reaches out toward the twin too his own earring in Celestine's ear. " I don't know who called him back and I don't wish too know. He came back in his own body no matter from what he told me...but...I think the experience scared him off from trying to come back again...and now his own body is long gone...from my...tries he doesn't seem very compatible with other bodies..." Kire falls silent for a moment, a strange lost expression on his face. " I...was able to attach him...for a moment once...and the only thing I got out of the experience was him screaming in pain..." Kire sighs, shifting a bit as he tilts his head a bit in thought as he breathes out slowly, fingers tangling slightly in Celestine's hair as he raises an eyebrow. " These problems would be happening regardless if he was alive or not," murmurs Kire as he looks at Celestine, his eyes flickering a bit toward a strange red. " As the laws of his homeland state males that can carry children cannot rule the nation...these would have left us in a rather interesting problem even if he was still alive..." Kire sighs, a strange smile playing at those pale lips. " Considering...both he and I fell under that catogory..." A blush suddenly flares over Kire's pale face, his mouth having gotten ahead of himself and the whole reality of what he had told Celestine hitting him as he falls silent, eyes wide as he states at the other. Kire's fingers release their hold of Celestine's hair, the demon slowly moving as far away from Celestine on the couch as he can. A slight shuddering could be seen in his form, the whole gravity of those rambling words that has escaped his lips making a soft pained groan escape his lips. " Hmm, you are a light spirit so that's rather obvious," murmurs Mizu, smiling as he looks at Simon, a gentle look in his eyes. " Your glowings become stronger if nothing else...very bright..." |
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| prismcircuits | May 14 2010, 08:34 PM Post #455 |
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Songbird~
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Celestine smiled. "He'd have a new body if he was brought back in the method that I know, but it wouldn't be a dead body or an unfamiliar one. It would just be his body. Well I've never looked into the details, if I tried to experiment I would only kill the other person." "You can have children? How odd. My father tries not to associate with any sort of being that can recreate and he told me and Ciel to do the same. Oddly enough, Ciel was luck in a sense that he was raped by that human woman. They're psychic, elemental, and spiritual null which means that the insane powers that made us to be aren't completely present, so while Simon is special in his way, he'll likely have a far more normal life than any of us. Isn't that sexist? To say that a woman can't rule a country? I thought that the lines between the sexes were blurred, that it was merely a human thing to put leadership priority on men versus women when there is no mental difference." He glanced toward Kire. "What's wrong?" Simon laughed. "You make it sound like I'm a firefly, or maybe a big human lightbulb. At least I don't glow in the dark. It'd be awfully hard to fall asleep if I could see myself all night." |
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| kusai_mikoto | May 14 2010, 08:52 PM Post #456 |
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Dances with Shadows of Memory
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Kire blinks at Celestine's words, a strange expression playing at his pale lips, shaking his head a bit, curling a bit in on himself. " I've told you, he's not coming back, so just drop it," whispers Kire, knee's pulled tight to his chest, head resting on his knee's as his silver hair falls around him, hiding his face from view as he bites his lower lip. " I've come to terms with that, I'm doing my best too move on, just thinking about the possibilites makes piercing pains flow through me...so please...don't...not anymore..." Kire bites his lip at the question, a sad smile playing at his pale lips. " Yes, it happens in a small percent of the population," whispers Kire, fidgetting a bit as he tilts his head, a sad smile playing at his lips. " Be that as it may...I suppose not that I think of it...I more understand the desire to not associate with the child created from such a forced union..." Kire falls silent for a moment, a choked laugh escaping past his pale lips. " I suppose the way I stated it...is a bit confusing..." Kire sighs softly, thinking as he breathes out slowly. " Women can rule...it's MALES that can give birth that can't rule..." Kire sighs, breathing out slowly as he looks at Celes from beneath his veil of silver hair. " My homeland is generally ruled by woman...if not it's the youngest male heir...which is me...however with the wars and such and...a few other things my eldest nephew Abani is inheriting the nation once my sister passes away...a millenium or so from now..." Kire blinks as he smiles slightly, a strange expression on his pale face. " Let's...just say that in my home realm...those like me...aren't the most...well looked upon beings," whispers Kire softly. " It's one of the reasons that...I was sent off to Madenea...I was disposable in most eyes..." " Hmm, that would rather amusing though if you did glow. Be useful in a blackout," murmurs Mizu, giggling as he presses close to Simon as he smiles. " So...shall we go get some food, I'm getting hungry." |
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| prismcircuits | May 14 2010, 09:01 PM Post #457 |
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Songbird~
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"If it got into Ciel's head to bring him back then he'd bring him back. It's lucky for you, in this case, that he has no idea your lover's name, but if I gave it to him or he asked our father then he could do it easily enough. If you spite him then he probably will, especially because he's your lover." Celestine turned his eyes back to the setting sun. The colors of the horizon were quickly changing from flame to dark, the red-orange hue slowly allowed itself to be overtaken by the blue. "But the definition of a female is the ability to give birth so by definition any male that can give birth must also be a female. Not socially but biologically so that doesn't render you any different from women. That rule makes no sense. I've seen hermaphroditic persons before but many of them are sterile..." Simon jumped off of the bed and motioned for Mizu to stay where he was. "She'd fall all over herself if you saw you, since she knew what you were doing...for Mr. Caldwell. I'll just be right back. If she hasn't left, which I highly doubt, she'll be downstairs." |
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| kusai_mikoto | May 14 2010, 09:19 PM Post #458 |
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Dances with Shadows of Memory
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Kire growls softly, a strange expression on his face at those words, shifting suddenly, knee's on either side of Celestine's leg's. hands resting on the others shoulders, his eyes glowing a strange black-purple. " DON'T YOU DARE!" snarls Kire, his sharp nails nearly digging through Celestine's shirt as the other shudders, that mark on his forehead glowing black as his earring lets out that strange pinging noise. Kire shudders, a weak groan escaping his lips, hands loosening up slightly on Celestine's shoulder as he bites his lower lip. " I...I couldn't...I couldn't bare too see him again...it'd kill me Celestine...it'd kill me...I had too watch him die in my arms...his blood all over me...unable to do anything to save him...my OWN sibling bleeding out feet away from the wounds I inflicted upon her when I saw what she'd done too him..." Kire shudders, tears trailing down his pale cheeks as he groans softly, hands holding tightly to the others shoulders. " I can't survive it again...seeing those eyes looking at me...I barely survived it after I tried to bring him back and he stared at me before his soul left his body again..." mumrures Kire as he shudders, looking straight into Celes's eyes as he groans softly. " You...don't know what it's like...for the one person in the whole universe who pieced you back together like a puzzle...the only person who's touch didn't bring fear and pain...the only being who's words could sooth you out of nightmares of a night being destroyed by one you once thought of as a best friend...too die in your arms...to stare at you and smile...to whisper it's alright and too live on and be strong...too command you not to die...too command you too let them go...too break your heart with a smile and gentle words...to tell you..." Kire whimpers, shuddering as he slides off ot Celestine's chest, curling in on himself. " To tell you...you were going to be a father..." " I wanna come along though," whines Mizu, pouting as he sighs as he nods at Simon. " I'll stay here for the moment then. I don't want to scare any humans..." Mizu tilts his head in thought, motioning in the general direction he thinks Serei and Treasure are. " They may need some sort of pain killer come morning..." |
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| prismcircuits | May 14 2010, 09:29 PM Post #459 |
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Songbird~
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Celestine's nature was to outwardly become colder when he was experiencing greater emotions. His eyes were a sorrowful blue as he regarded Kire. He'd gotten rather used to the other man being close, to the point where he didn't immediately lash out with the touch to his shoulder. it seemed what he'd said about them not being able to see things from the same perspective was correct, as he only shook his head and lightly rested a hand against the upper part of Kire's back. "Just because he died that way once doesn't mean that he would die that way again. He's not a human...and I have no control over what Ciel does. What you say is true, he did break your heart by dying, and I know Ciel. If I don't know anything else...we were born together and I am emotionally in sync with him enough to know what's in his heart. It's not malicious, but it is almost pathetic. He doesn't respond to yours, but he does to mine. He thinks that it's impossible for you ever to forget the person who you love more than anyone else...and it's occurred to me too that I could never be what he was to you and someone like me could never be so precious to anyone, much less to someone who knew what it was to really love someone else. That's why he would do it if he had the chance. Just like I don't know your pain, no one could understand ours. Do you even know what we are? I doubt you could even pretend to like me if you knew the gravity of it." Simon ran downstairs, running headlong into Charles along the way. The other man held his arms affectionately to keep him from falling over and crouched down to speak with him. The two spoke in quite tones for a short time before a pained look passed the older man's face but he eventually nodded and got back to his feet. Simon watched him go down the wall, wiping at his face to ensure that no tears remained before he turned and ran back up the stairs. "Charlie said he'd get the cook to make us a feast. I told him you liked colored cake and he said he'd see what he could do." Simon's eyes stung and he wiped at them . "I...it didn't hit me that I'd be leaving Charlie too until I saw him then. He was so nice about it though, he said that if it was for the best, the he'd be happy to send me off to my family. He just wants what's best for me." |
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| kusai_mikoto | May 14 2010, 10:04 PM Post #460 |
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Dances with Shadows of Memory
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Kire shudders, curling up at the end of the couch, hair falling around his face, tears trailing down his face, biting his lip as he breathes out slowly, a strange light playing in his eyes, that symbol seeming to glow a mixture of different colors before settling on a bright gold. Glowing translucent blue eyes slowly raise to look upon Celestine, though the voice that spoke from Kire's pale lips was much calmer and distant then Kire's had been. " Of course I wasn't a human," whispers that soft voice, those blue eyes starring straight into Celestine's own before looking away. " He doesn't know everything about my life...but then again...in the long run of things, I'd rather him not know everyting." Kire's hair seems to glimmer a soft gold as those blue eyes look toward the ceiling. " I didn't mean to break his heart...shatter his spirit...after it'd just finally been repaired...but...I couldn't let him be killed either..." Blue glowing eyes look upon Celestine for another moment before falling silent for a moment. " As for him forgetting me...of course that's not going to happen...as much as I've begged him too..." A soft sigh escapes those lips as those blue eyes slowly look away from Celestine. " However...as for you being precious to him," whispers the spirit that had taken over Kire's form. " It's already obvious there's something about you that's drawn him into you...he did love me...but in the grand scheme of things...I was but a flittering touch too his broken soul...a bandage on a deep bleeding wound..." A gentle smile plays at Kire's lips, the spirit looking at Celestine once more. " Well, if you don't tell him he most certainly won't know...he never really even knew what I was for that matter...he is the child of a created being and a Zakama demon hybrid...I was the child of a dying Nephilim and a death spirit...my mother died seconds after my birth...my spirit left my body...my father forced it back into me..." Blue eyes look once more toward the ceiling as a hand moves to run through glowing golden hair. " I was taken in my the royal family after my father passed away...I was raised as a spoiled prince who knew not what sacrifices had been made for me too live...the attack came unsuspected when I only 70 years old...my wings were torn from by body, my bloody spilling from my body...I died...the next thing I knew I was laying in a beautiful castle, a pale silver haired demon looking down upon me..." A sigh escapes past pale lips as those blue eyes look once more upon Celestine. " My spirit had once more been called back too my body," whispers the spirit as a soft sigh once more escapes pale lips. " I lived in that castle for 30 years, catching glimpses of that pale demon that I thought had saved me...too this day I am uncertain who truly called me back that second time. After living there for nearly 50 years he returned too the castle one night, broken and shattered, nearly taking his own life that night...I found him sobbing in the gardens, that damned sword of his so near too cutting him wrists that I tackled the damn fool too the ground...slowly I was able to draw out what happened between sobs, suicide attempts, things being thrown at me, curses shouted at me, more sobbing and finally he fully broke down and told me the whole horrid story..." A hand raises to press against Kire's forehead as a sigh escapes past pale lips. " Over the next few years I was slowly able to help him piece himself back together...after 10 years he seemed to be alright...I thought I'd be watching him from afar again...he then suddenly proposed to me once night...I accepted...that's when 50 rather wonderful years started...and all came crashing down the night his elder sisters lay seige to the palace. I was on my way back too our quarters and noticed one of them, heard them threaten Kire and his nephews and attacked her...I wasn't much of a warrior...I lost...Kire heard the commotion and came running out...killed here...I was too far gone by then...I remember sobs, curses, people coming running, him attempting to heal me...attempting to push his own life force into my body...attempting to bring me back from the brink. Hours later succeeding for a moment...screaming at him that he was a damned idiot and it was just my damned time to go..." A smile plays at Kire's lips as those blue eyes look once more toward Celestine. " I was living on borrowed time from the moment I was born...as for what YOU are...you are a being that has somehow brought Kire back from a very dangerous mental place...but who's sibling has acheived just the opposite with a few words and a look... you are someone he cares for greatly...but is afraid too really show you how much as he's afraid of being rejected...you're the person who I think is really meant to be with him..." A smile plays at Kire's lip as that glow slowly starts to fade. " You are the person he loves more then anything now Celestine...more then even myself...I may have put him back together after Madenea's rape of him...but I'm also the person who's death robbed him of his sanity and peace...but I also know I cannot force you too love him anymore then I could force him too go and see Okire," murmurs that voice as they slowly start to fade away from Kire's figure. " I am Mikal Zakama, the being you don't really like, and truthfully I don't blame you...I however do rather like you..." With that Mikal's presence disappears as Kire's eyes cloud over, the demon passing out on the couch. Mizu blinks at Simon, smiling gently as he nods slightly, a sad smile playing at his lips. " Well, we can keep in touch with him via letter or something if you want," murmurs Mizu gently as he smiles at Simon. " A feast sounds nice, I wonder who all will be up for it..." |
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| prismcircuits | May 14 2010, 10:26 PM Post #461 |
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Songbird~
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He looked up from his place at the end of the couch when he felt an essence that wasn't as innocuous as Kire's, one that brought his own magic to the forefront, to the point where he had to look away, down toward his feet to try not to poison the bare soul that had taken over Kire's body for the moment. He listened thus, prone and with his eyes downcast. When Mikal, apparently, was done he waited a beat before responding. "I don't like you for the way you've given up on life. You speak as if you know that I'm the person who Kire's capable of loving the most, but what kind of knowledge is that? I don't even know if I'm capable of love. I care about your lover but I'd much rather see him be with the person he really wants than to have to put up with the being that I am. I certainly can't save him from himself. The only thing I have going is that I can strengthen him with my powers, but what use does he have with my power when he already has his own?" Celestine wasn't completely sure, but he had the faint recollection of telling them earlier that he had the tendency to lie even when he was telling the truth, meaning that he tended to keep things back or bend the truth he told others because he was a bit of a coward himself. He was a being who knew death in its many forms and who had seen so many different worlds due to the fact that while his brother slept in nothingness he always felt restless in return and came and went with even more frequency until they were reunited again. Yet he was frightened of everything personal, anything that could really touch him because he'd never moved past when he was a child and everyone he reached out to withered away with no ill will on either side. He closed his eyes as Kire passed out and got to his feet. The being stopped in front of the window and in the next instant, Ciel appeared at his side. Celestine had almost expected it, since Simon was unlikely to return to his side before the morning and Kire was unconscious. "Sheesh. how dramatic. Does he really think that's all there is to the world?" Ciel put a finger to his lips with a vague smile as he stood behind the couch and looked down on Kire. Now that night had fallen, his hair no longer glowed in the gentle light of the nearby lamp, but instead seemed cold and harsh, almost like it was made of the gold it resembled. "I can do it, you know. You have no control over it when I've decided. Now that I've seen the trace of that other man's soul I can find it again and pull it back to this side. I could even take away his memories so he couldn't be so shrill about it." Celestine quietly let out a breath. "Don't. That would only damage Kire. He's not stable enough to even consider it." Ciel laughed. "That's why I'd do it. He's ruining you already. You seem more quiet than usual but I know if I touched you I'd pass out myself. If a poor human wandered in here he or she would likely die upon looking at you. You should really get that under control." Celestine was clearly trying, though it only seemed to make the voluminous, seeping quality of his magic worse. He pressed his forehead against the glass of the window and his fingers tightened on his elbows where they were pulled against his body. "Please don't Ciel. Now that I've asked you not to I know you won't do it." Ciel finally frowned for the first time upon entering the room. He couldn't look at his brother so he kept his back to him and glared at Kire's prone form. "I don't always do what you ask. Maybe I know what's best for you more than you do. Say I did revive him, then he could console him and you could go back to living your own life." "As much of a life as you have?" Celestine asked sharply. The weight of his comment settled like a blade between them and Ciel's fingernails started to glow lightly from where they were now pressed against the fine, floral print of the sofa. "I won't let this tear up apart." Simon sat on the end of his bed and rubbed at his eyes again. "I'm gonna ask if I can come to see him from time to time but I don't think Celestine will agree...he seemed to imply that once I go up I won't be able to come back till I'm done with training." |
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| kusai_mikoto | May 14 2010, 10:44 PM Post #462 |
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Dances with Shadows of Memory
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' I haven't given up on life," murmurs Mika softly, a strange expression on his pale face. " However...I can't live a life at his side...not with how my spirit is...I can't be with someone who's mere presence...makes my spirit try to escape..." Mikal falls silent, looking at Kire through half lidded eyes. " I care for him...I still love him...but...as much as I do care for him...in those last few years we were together...I was many a time on the edge of death...your aura may be toxic to most other beings...his isn't too the extent yours is...but...it can draw weakly attached spirits right out of their bodies...even if I was brought back...my spirited fly right away again most likely if I stayed at his side..." Mikal sighs softly at the next words that escape Celestine's lips as he tilts his head in thought, waving one of Kire's pale hands before his face as he groans. " You are capable of love, and he wants to be with you now...not me...that's rather apparent to me...years ago...your offer to bring me back would have been making him ecstatic...it just proved to make him sad now..." Mikal sighs as he smiles gently, breathing out slowly. " He tried to kill himself in that bathroom a little while back...I was able to talk him down...somewhat...and that child's presence seemed to keep him from going through with it...but if it had just been Treasure..." Mikal looks out a nearby window as he shakes his head. " He'd have bled out on the floor...he ASKED for you...he didn't cry out for me...for Mizu...for Treasure...he WANTED YOU...no one else." With that Mikal's presence was totally gone from the room and a passed out Kire remained on the couch, He was oblivious to Ciel's presence and it was most likely for the best. Because the words Ciel had spoken would have probably resulted in Kire truly loosing it. As Celestine and Ciel talked that mark on Kire's forehead slowly faded too a pale silver, that glowing fading from around him and a soft pinging still echoing from his earring, one hand raised to tangle in his silver hair as he pressed close to the couch. If it was in responce to Ciel's gaze or not was unknown btut a soft tendril of silver energy seemed to flow through the room, letting off a strange light of it's own for a moment before fading and a small box falling to land near Ciel's feet. " Yeah I'm sure once my own training starts that I'll be stuck with my mom for a while," murmurs Mizu, yawning as he stretches, hair falling into his line of sight as he smiles. " I think we could both use a short nap..." |
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| prismcircuits | May 14 2010, 10:53 PM Post #463 |
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Songbird~
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Ciel clenched his fists but it didn't dim the light that his body was producing due to his emotional instability. He didn't have the control that Celestine did, he'd never really had time to learn it so he always wore his emotions for everyone to see. It actually helped him better regulate his odd flow, but with Celestine flickering, it was clearly taking its toll on Ciel. "How in the world can he say that he loves you? He doesn't even know you. You haven't told him anything remotely important, just nonsense about that bastard that human woman gave birth to. I'm sure he'd say that he was fine with it if he knew, but how can he understand you? He's took weak to handle his own emotional pain, there's no way he'd ever be strong enough for you. I...if you were to find someone who could be around you I always hoped it would be someone who could help protect you from yourself. But instead your sullen to the point of your flow becoming..." He trailed off as a box landed at his feet. He nudged it with his heel idly and frowned down at Kire again. "...Is he listening to us?" Celestine remained silent and still where he was. His eyes were now closed as he concentrated on the world around him in an attempt to focus his power. Simon laid back on the bed and shook his head toward Mizu. "But I'm glad you can be with your parent at least." |
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<center><img src="http://i1331.photobucket.com/albums/w586/satelliteolove/kosignew_zps709e1219.png"/> <size=2> And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't; So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my road. And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope; It's a shot in the dark aimed right at my throat. </size></center> | |
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| kusai_mikoto | May 14 2010, 11:08 PM Post #464 |
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Dances with Shadows of Memory
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Kire mumbles something from his position on the couch, a strange glowing appearing near one of the corners of the room as a soft whimper escapes Kire's lips as a dark haired figure appears leaning against a nearby wall, waving a hand slightly before them, " Ah, it does seem he's rather passed out, how unfortunate," murmurs the tanned figure, crimson eyes look toward Ciel and Celestine for a silent momen, toward the box near the other feet. " It's a gift of some sort, pick it up. It's rude not to accept it..." Kire mutters in his sleep, rolling off the couch, but still passed out, that box opening up to reveal a fine white gold bracelet with strange symbols wrapped about it. " Hmm...that's an...interesting choice of symbols...be it consciously or sunconsciously..." Those red eyes look upon Celestine before looking away as that figure moves away from the wall, that black hair dancing around a form clad in layers of silk gowns. " A pleasure to meet both of you I am certain. I am Analai Zakama-Tetuin, elder sister of the emotional idiot passed out on the floor..." Analai makes a wide sweeping bow to them as she tilts her head as her attention turns to that bracelet again. " What in the hell does he mean by " Unto thee protection I wish, though unto myself from you or unto you from me I do not quite know"? Which one of you is making him fear for his bloody head?" Analai sighs, waving a hand as a soft energy moves to place Kire back on the couch, summoning a blanket to fall over the other as she tilts her head slightly, moving to sit down in a nearby chair. " I would assume the spirit of my deceased troublesome brother-in-law came too speak with you," murmurs Analai, motioning toward Celestine without looking toward him. " I have been trying to call Kire back home for the past couple of hours, he usually is easy enough to get too come home...I was getting worried..." Analai looks toward Kire for a moment, a strange expression on her pale face. " He left his sword behind...I was wondering what he was meaning by that motion...I take it too mean he's quitting being an acting Nephilim Knight...but...that sword means more too him then that...it worries me that he's actting so rashly..." " Hmm, yeah and it seems my father is there as well," murmurs Mizu softly. " So I'll get too meet more relatives...perhaps Celestine can introduce you too your grandmother at some point...from my understanding...I suppose the God of Death would be mine as he created Serei..." |
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| prismcircuits | May 14 2010, 11:14 PM Post #465 |
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Songbird~
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Celestine stayed where he was, even though he felt another energy enter the room and heard her words. Ciel glanced toward his twin with concern but his attention was notably taken by the woman now in their midst. He stepped back, a little offended by her sudden appearance. He never liked women. The only one he could stand the sight of was his mother and his unfortunate, unremembered association with the woman who'd had a child with no consent of knowledge of his own had only made him warier about them. He glanced toward the open box and then turned his head away. "I don't want it. I don't want anything from that man. He's going to be the downfall of Celestine's sanity eventually so I can't condone their association. Perhaps if he were a different sort of man...though if he's like a woman than that term hardly seems fitting." He'd listened in despite Celestine's outlook on such things because he'd been too worried about what another conversation would do to his brother's state....and he was selfish. Ciel would readily admit that. "If you want him then there he is. Feel free to take him," Ciel stated easily. "From where I'm standing it'd be better for everyone if these two were away from each other." Simon frowned at the thought of his grandmother. Celestine hadn't said much about her. "I wonder..." |
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<center><img src="http://i1331.photobucket.com/albums/w586/satelliteolove/kosignew_zps709e1219.png"/> <size=2> And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't; So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my road. And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope; It's a shot in the dark aimed right at my throat. </size></center> | |
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