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Topic Started: Dec 4 2010, 02:06 PM (397 Views)
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Carlin Hayes
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Dec 4 2010, 02:06 PM
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Ugggh...Carlin was so pissed at how everything was turning out with George and her. Every single time they happened to run into each other it was a disaster. Every time they spoke to each other they hurled insults and hurt each other more than ever. There wasn't a single night that she didn't go to bed without crying....there wasn't a single day she woke up wishing she could have a happy thought of George...wishing he would lay by her side. As days passed by she was only getting worse. She yearned for him so much...sometimes she wondered if she just wanted him to touch her. Sometimes she found herself wondering what he would do if she simpy slipped into bed with him. But no...that wasn't the point right? She wanted him to love her...tell her if he loved her or not. Say it out...lay it out in the open and have them deal with it together. She didn't want to be his slut...no, she didn't want that no more. As much as she told herself this there still were nights when she craved for a touch...she missed him so bad. The fight in the gardens a few days ago was simply the height of it all. The way he kicked and punched and threw Zach around so much shocked her. The amount of blood that oozed out of each of them and the way he simply did not stop until the very end frightened her. He was simply crazy. He just went on and on...one look at her and he'd softened but he'd go on just as soon as Zach threw a punch. For a long time she had just stared back astonished but she pulled herself togethr and broke it off. Zach had been completely messed up and she actually found her heart going out to the boy that moment. George was crazy. The monster in him that had lashed out at the owlery that day seemed to be out again but this time he had no mercy. Maybe...he was right about keeping her away from him. But then again...didn't he do all this to keep the Raven from forcefully kissing her?
It was all just too confusing and so was what she was about to do right then. She was following Zach out of the the Potions Classroom and waited until the corridor was clearing out before she grabbed his arm and pulled him into an empty classroom. Hoping that no one had caught the sudden movement she shut the door behind them and waved her wand almost immediately muttering several spells to keep anyone and everyone away from the room. No...no one was to find out and no one was to ever know. No one would...and this boy would keep shut; she warned him before pushing him against the wall and pressing her lips against him. A part of her head screamed out in disgust while another just forced her to keep at it. What the helll... she tried to comprehend her actions but she found no explanations. She just kept at it and continued kissing him hard without an ounce of emotion within her. This was how he did it, right? This was what he wanted, right? In return for all those punches thrown and that one secret to be kept. There was so much anger within her towards George, Carlin had actually found herself agreeing to his proposal...telling him she would find him one day and give him what he wanted...surprise him; and today she did...no matter how reluctant her body was.
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Zachary Ellington
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Dec 6 2010, 10:22 PM
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Potions. Zachary would normally enjoyed Potions class. But the blond boy was too upset. It had been a few days since his fight with George, and although his bruises had healed and he looked fine, he certainly didn't feel fine. As far Zachary was concerned, he and George were longer friends. And he was just fine with that. That's not why he was so upset. No, he was upset because he had hit Carlin. Why had he done that? He should have just left her alone. Or he should have kicked George's ass in private. People had witnessed him slugging a girl. There were already rumors going around that she had been in the Hospital Wing becaise of him. Zachary didn't give a fuck what people thought. Usually. He didn't care that people thought he was dating Meissa, but for some reason, he was mad that people were saying he put Carlin in the Hospital Wing. He would never do such a thing. Grey eyes traveled to the clock. Thank Merlin. Class was over. The minute the Professor dismissed them, Zachary was out the door. He needed a cigarette. Now.
As he was walking past an empty classroom, he was suddenly ambushed from behind and pulled inside aforementioned classroom. Growling, he plunged his hand into his wand but stopped when he saw the face of his attacker. Carlin? What the fuck? She casted a few spells and Zachary raised a blond eyebrow. "Carlin? What--"The girl's lips were on his and he was against the wall in a matter of seconds. What the HELL had gotten into this girl? She was kissing him? After a moment, he realized what they were doing. Confused, but not ready to stop, he wrapped his strong arms around her waist and pulled her closer, attacking her lips hungrily. He smirked and gently tugged on her bottom lip with his teeth. He didn't know what was going through Carlin's mind, but he was enjoying himself. He wasn't about to stop her. "Mm, Carlin," he groaned against her lips. He smirked and moved his lips to her neck. Oh yes, this was better than a cigarette.
Handler's note: Sorry for the short and crappy post!
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Carlin Hayes
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Dec 7 2010, 02:56 PM
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The smirk on his face..oh...how she hated it...how she wished to wipe it off...smack it off and let his face fill with shock. But no...she continued. She ran her fingers through his hair and pulled him closer into the crook of her neck as he continued to kiss her. Bending in forward to kiss along his shoulders as her hand began unbuttoning his shirt already. It was too soft...no, she couldn't let it go on so soft. This meant nothing and that is all it would remain. Fucking Ellington; she could only curse in her head as she slid her cold hand over his strong body; feeling him up. "I swear...no one, Ellington. No one is to know." She began grazing her teeth against his skin as she spoke. "A secret in return for keeping my secret." She pushed him back so that she could look at him. She wanted to just pull away in disgust and walk out of the room just that instant. This was terrible. This was just horrible. She really was a slut...and a completely digusting one at it if she really did let herself get with Ellington. Oh Merlin; of all the people...him. Flashes of Geoge rushed through her head but all she could do was shut her eyes and push them away as she let their lips crash once again. Her teeth grinding and grazing over his lips hard as she deepened the kiss.
The fact that she felt nothing just added to that sinking feeling in her stomach. When all she wanted day after day was to be with George here she was being the stupid whore everyone named her to be...getting off with Ellington. She really wasn't anything better...there really wasn't anything good it her. Maybe all she felt for George was lust as well; she doubted herself. Her insides of her head right then was such a mess...worse than usual. She couldn't help but wonder what was so different when she was with George. Why did she say she loved him? Did she really? It wasn't like she hadn't said it to anyone before...she always returned the words when it was said to her. But then again she never meant it...this time, she knew she did. Or didn't she? The thoughts in her head surely weren't helping at all. Her body decided to take charge and soon enough she had grabbed the boy forward, pushed his shirt off his shoulders and hooked a leg up by his side. Her nails digging into his skin as she listened to his moans and groans. She tried to block them away squeezing her eyes shut and just hoping he'd just get it done with. How long would he keep her kissing and arousing him..she no longer wanted to. She pressed herself completely against him with her leg pinned up to his side.
((Oh crap...told you I'd suck!))
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Zachary Ellington
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Dec 8 2010, 10:07 PM
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"I swear...no one, Ellington. No one is to know." Know what? That you've lost your damn mind? But realization clicked as Carlin told him this would be kept a secret if he kept her secret. Oh, so that's what this was? He growled lightly. But Carlin was damn good at this. He kissed her back hungrily. He would gladly keep her secret. Well, he had already told Meissa. Groaning, he brought his hands up to rest on her hips very lightly. Just in case she wanted to pull away. For whatever reason. He still didn't fully understand why she was kissing him like this. She should be furious with him. He had hit her. Unintentionally. She had the right to hex him at the very least. Meissa had and they were friends/. He let out a moan as Carlin scraped her teeth against his skin. Merlin, it felt good.
The Hayes girl worked fast. His shirt was off his shoulder and one of her legs was pressed against his side. Was she in a rush? Moaning, Zachary kissed her back harder. He was so fucking hot. But he had to clear up something first. She deserved an apology. Even if he hated to apologize. He pulled back momentarily to gaze into her eyes. "Carlin, I'm sorry I hit you. I didn't mean to. I was aiming for that asshole, George. I only meant to kiss you, not harm you." What the fuck had gotten over him lately? Merlin, maybe he was losing it. Maybe he wasn't as tough as he once thought. He was letting his emotions get to him. Well. Today was the last day of that. He wasn't a weakling.
Handler's note: Sorry for the crap post!
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Carlin Hayes
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Dec 10 2010, 05:38 AM
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Being pulled away from the kiss Carlin groaned not wanting to have to start all over again once he was done talking. Her eyes narrowed and her expression turned into a frown as soon as he was done talking making her bring her leg down but still leaning against him. Her jaw still ached from that day. She had gone to the nurse to fix it up and it really was't all that bad anymore...but being the weakling she was her body took quite a long time to heal and she really didn't do well with physical pain unless it was to excite her. A punch sure as hell didn't. "Apology not accepted." she said slowly not wanting to be touching him but afraid what she did for the past few minutes would all be a waste once what she wanted to say was done and if she lost physical contact. She sure as hell didn't want to spend any more time pleasuring him. She wanted it to be done with. A part of her almost wanted to simply walk away and let him spread her secret. Hell, it didn't look like George and her had any future the way things were going...so did it really matter if it was all out? Well...Evelyn would go crazy and probably everyone around the castle would taunt her. But really, how different would it be? She wouldn't have George or Evelyn. Big deal. Aimee? She doubted the prefect could forgive her for one more mistake...she was pretty sure she wouldn't. Even then it didn't seem like she was loosing much...it looked like George and her wasn't happening either way.
Where the anger was building up from Carlin couldn't understand but it was and her expression only darkened. "First, you had no right to slap a kiss on me that way no matter if it was aimed at harming me or not." her tone was cold as she licked her lips wanting to spit out remembering she had just been kissing him. "Second, I couldn't care less about the two of you fighting each other I just didn't want a scene created around me." Well...it was partly true. She did care about George being hurt but he really wasn't the one that had been hurt more. And Zach...well, she was afraid George would kill him but the only reason she defended him was because she couldn't have him pissed off at her. Now, it didn't really matter. A stupid truce seemed to have been made with simply one condition. This. "And finally, Ellington, you think I'm daft enough to actually believe an apology that slips out of your filthy mouth?"
Raising her leg back again and pinning him against the wall "Let's just get this done with alright. I have no interests in prolonging this any more..." leaning in closer she continued "You are still filth...and as much it disgust me to do this; I will." she dipped her face into his neck and began nuzzling and nibbling on his skin as she rubbed her inner thighs over his sides. Ohh...how she was going to regret this once it was all done. She kept exploring her head wondering if any of this was worth it. Was her secret really that important? Did it really matter if everyone knew she swung both ways? But then again...a lot more could be slipped out once this things was out. Of how she treated Evelyn and how she wasn't really just the slut she was named to be....it was probably the horror of all that slipping out that convinced her to go on with this. Her left hand slipped down to his buckle and began fiddling with it trying to get it undone as she bit down on his shoulder.
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Zachary Ellington
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Dec 12 2010, 05:08 PM
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"First, you had no right to slap a kiss on me that way no matter if it was aimed at harming me or not. Second, I couldn't care less about the two of you fighting each other I just didn't want a scene created around me."I think you meant to say,'I could care less.' Idiot. "And finally, Ellington, you think I'm daft enough to actually believe an apology that slips out of your filthy mouth?" Carlin's tone was sharp. Cold. He rolled his eyes. Of course he had no right to kiss her, but did he care? Not really. It was just a kiss. All she had to do was kiss him back, and none of this would have happened. "Let's just get this done with alright. I have no interests in prolonging this any more. You are still filth...and as much it disgust me to do this; I will." He quirked a blond eyebrow. Okay, fine. He wouldn't play Mr. Nice Guy with her anymore. "Aw, baby. Why the rush?" He brought a hand up to caress her cheek. "Don't you like to take things slow?" he teased. "Why, I thought we would talk about our feelings," he spat out, venom dripping off his words. What a bitch.
A groan escaped pale lips. So, she just wanted a quick fuck? Fine. That's what he wanted from her in the first place, right? Smirking, he stepped away from her and undid the buckle on his pants, pushing them down. If she didn't want to accept his apology, then that was just fine with him. He would screw the school slut. He smirked and kissed her deeply, biting hard on her bottom lip with his teeth. He knew she was only doing this to keep that little bitch of hers a secret. She didn't want anyone to know. Oh, it was just too bad that he and Meissa both knew. But he wasn't going to tell Carlin that. "The school slut will fuck anyone, hm?" he growled. He didn't care if he hurt her feelings. He had tried to be nice, and she had just thrown everything back in his face. He pulled away suddenly and perched on a desk. No, she wouldn't get what she wanted that easily. Not today. He grinned mockingly at her. "So. How did this whole thing between you and your little bitch start? It's quite a shame that she thinks you love her, when in fact, you do not. What are gaining out of using her? You don't care for her at all, do you? Poor little Evelyn." He stroked his chin. "In fact, I may let it slip. You didn't accept my apology, so why should I accept your offer?"
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Carlin Hayes
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Dec 13 2010, 05:11 AM
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All Carlin wanted to do was smash the daylights out of him but Merlins knows what...something was holding her back and it sure as hell couldn't be the bloody filth that rushed out of his mouth. She wanted to slap his hand away as soon as he grazed her cheek but simply glared back into those eyes when he mocked her. Clenching her teeth she winced inwardly at the slight pain that seeped through her jaw. When he pulled away and finally gave in by rolling down his pants Carlin almost sighed in relief to know it'd be done with soon. But of course, she had thought too fast and the boy was there to tease her. Watching him perch on the table with his pant skicked off on the side she kept her eyes on his face. Bloody hell; why did the git have to be such a pain about all of this. If a fuck was all he wanted what pleasure did he get out of tormenting her like this. Did he not see how much she didn't want this? If he enjoyed her protests she could do that for him...just get this over with; she prayed. If all he wanted was to be forcing her down then fine...she'd give him that. Just please be done with me already she wanted to beg him but he obviously went on to speak. Gah...he just didn't know when to keep his trap shut. He just went on and on and obviously never stopping.
Rolling her eyes at his words she spat out almost instantly "The offer was clear and already accepted. We'd hook up and you'd keep your mouth shut about anything you remember from that day. I don't have to accept your apology." Curling her lips angrily oh! how she wished she could simply walk out of there. Why didn't she? How much did it mattered that her secret was out? It did, she knew...but thinking of what she seemed to be begging to do right now it just didn't seem worth it. She didn't want to do this. She didn't want to have to do anything Zach. She knew it wouldn't end pretty. Nothing with Zach ever ended good...especially for her. Of all the boys...she somehow had to come shag the one person she had told herself she'd never do. And it all had to happen now...when she was so in love with George. But the fact that she could even do this...did it somehow demean her love for him in any way? Carlin swallowed hard at the thought. Her skin crawled at just the image of Zach and her together...and then having to picture George in her head. She was disgusting. To trade sex for a secret. No matter what the situation...to think that was all she could offer in return to keep the secret.
"Leave the bitch out of this...I really don't give a damn about what you think about it and I couldn't be bothered to clear your stupid doubts." she stepped forward while her head just screamed for her to stay put and just wait until her got tired and called the whole thing off. "You've been begging to fuck me for years and here's your chance. Don't go around changing what was set...what happens in this room stays quiet and so will anything I ever said about Evelyn." Gosh...she really didn't want to be dealing with him right now. As much as she was begining to hate was George did to her she would never bend low enough to shag this git if it wasn't for that unfortunate day. "Let's just get this done with and be on our way...never took you as the one to keep a conversation going with your pants down."
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Dec 22 2010, 01:55 AM
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Handler's note: I apologize for the long wait!
"The offer was clear and already accepted. We'd hook up and you'd keep your mouth shut about anything you remember from that day. I don't have to accept your apology." She did not have to accept his apology. And he didn't have to accept her offer. But they both knew he would eventually. There was a beautiful girl in front of him literally offering to sleep with him. He would have to be crazy not to accept her offer. "Leave the bitch out of this...I really don't give a damn about what you think about it and I couldn't be bothered to clear your stupid doubts." "You know, I think you care about Evelyn more than you're willing to admit," he said smugly, shifting back further on the desk. "You certainly don't like the fact that I'm bringing her into our conversation. And you didn't answer my question. What are you getting out of using her, hm? I'm not going to do anything until you tell me." "You've been begging to fuck me for years and here's your chance. Don't go around changing what was set...what happens in this room stays quiet and so will anything I ever said about Evelyn." His lips spread into a cocky grin.
"Oh, so you're to use her name now, are you?" He put his hand over his chest. "That's so sweet that you finally used her name," he said, sarcasm dripping off of every word. Besides, the more information he got out of her, the more he could tell Meissa. Meissa hated Evelyn, so of course he was going to tell her. He raised a blond eyebrow at her last remark. Pale lips curved into a smirk. "Not bad, Carlin. Not bad." He slid off the desk and walked until he was a few inches in front of her. "So, what number am I today? The seventh? The eighth?" He tilted his head and grinned. "You really need to respect yourself more, Carlin. But like I said, no one will ever love you. So why bother?"
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Dec 22 2010, 03:22 AM
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"I get to fuck her, alright!" she snapped smacking him against the wall "I enjoy fucking her...you have a problem with that?" her eyes were levelled with his and her temper was wearing thin. Bloody asshole just had to get her so angry. She could never cool off with him...he just had to wag that tongue and make everything worse than it all was. "I don't think so...don't you just love the to picture us together? Well...I love screwing her." The words came out so fast she seemed to have no control of it. The guy had her in front of her almost begging to be taken as if she wanted him. She felt like crap offering herself to filth like him but she thought she was doing this to protect whatever George and her would ever have. She had to...right? It didn't quite seem worth it right now but maybe there would come a day when she would be glad she kept Zach shut. But then again...hadn't she just made it worse now? Admitting she was screwing the little bitch and not just taking advantage of her naivete. Swallowing hard she continued "You've been begging to fuck me for years and here's your chance. Don't go around changing what was set...what happens in this room stays quiet and so will anything I ever said about Evelyn." and of course...he just had to keep mocking her. If he hadn't been so annoying she would have been laughing about how he stood there with his pants down, leaning and just talking so casually. She felt nothing towards him...not an ounce of attraction...but just a load of loathe. "Fuck you, Ellington..." she pushed away and moved backwards as he continued to speak. She was tired now...she wanted to be done with this and just get away. "Let's just get this done with and be on our way...never took you as the one to keep a conversation going with your pants down." she had said but immediately regretted her words as soon as his next words hit her. She really was a slut...this really brought her down to a whole new level...
More than anything the bit about no one ever being able to love her was what hit Carlin harder than ever. With her mind full of George she felt her eyes stinging with tears as she pulled her shirt properly and straightened her skirt. That was it...this was simply not worth it. She couldn't even imagine anyone but George or Evelyn touching her like that...and the only reason she let Evelyn was......I love her? Her thoughts seemed to stop just there but she didn't dwell on it not wanting to confuse herself or even bother her mind with all the confliction that had always been part of her little love triangle. Oh gosh..had she just thought it as a love triangle? Dread filled her insides as she fought the emotions that filled her insides...she hated how her love for George seemed to have competitors...no; she didn't love anyone like she loved George. Yes...Carlin loved George. Only George. She kept telling herself trying to push away any of the other thoughts out of her mind. Evelyn. Zachs' words. Everything except for George. Raising her eyes to the raven she licked her lips and moved towards the door. "I seem to have changed my mind..."
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